Hard To Say GoodBye

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The two days in Malta were like years for Jin. The staff had told them when they landed in Malta that Taehyungie will join them but 2 days later. All of them were happy as their friend will be able to heal himself. But Jin was so happy that he will be coming that he just wished that these 2 days just pass by soon. He had fun with others but he wanted to see him, wanted to hold him and tell him how much he loves again and again. It was so hard for everyone especially for Jin that they always took everything for 7 and now one was missing. They didn't felt complete without 1.

They enjoyed to much but they couldn't help bringing his name again and again in everything. Jin was trying soo hard that he shouldn't break. He controlled so much especially when Jimin asked all of them to say I love you to him. He was about to cry but held himself . He didn't wanted to say saranghae or sarnghmida like other he wanted to tell him differently. He cutely said I lob u, he knew how to make his taehyungie feel special. He knew his voice was cracking when he and Hobi talked about him while eating. He knew fans will notice but he didn't care. For once he didn't wanted to care about anyone.

They all ordered the food. They knew taehyung has arrived and he will be here. Jin can't help but feel pressure built inside him. He couldn't wait anymore. And he looked as soon as Jungkook said that he is here. His breathe hitched the moment he saw him. He has known the boy for so long but still he hadn't got the hang of how handsome he is.

He wasn't wearing something fancy, just black and he looked damn handsome. His heart fluttered seeing the boxy smile which he hasn't seen for so many days. Taehyung wasn't less than any drama heroes, for him he was the best. His boxy smile so beautiful but the pain behind that smile is unknown to others. Taehyung still smiled and laughed for others after losing his closest friend. His smile was still beautiful after losing his grandma, he never stopped loving others. He smiled even after some douchebag manager mistreated him.

His mental strength was so strong that all the members always gets motivation of getting back up after hitting a rock. He loved his members, crew and fans so much that even if he heard a small news of them being in trouble hurt him badly. He wasn't just a good brother to his member or a good idol to his fans he is a best son too always cherished his family, made sure they were always okay and happy. He loved all and everyone unconditionally even if anyone criticized him. But here he is with his beautiful smile for his members and fans.

They locked eyes. Tae was about to hug him and he held his hand but Hobi stood up and hugged him and kissed his forehead. But still, Jin held his hand close to his heart making him feel his heart beat. They sat in front of each other. They all talked but their eyes still found each other.

TAE'S POV:

I reached the airport to leave for Malta. I received Jiminie's video message. They all were missing me and I missed them too. I just wished if I could fly to them soon. They all said I love you even Suga Hyung and I couldn't feel more happier seeing them so strong for me. But my eyes caught the sight of him. The way his eyes were holding back tears in the start of video. We haven't talked about that again but I won't lie because I did missed him. I know why you said I lob u to tell me how this is different from others. I feel falling in love with him over and over again.

I saw all sitting there, his back was toward me. But the way he was the first one to turn around when jungkookie shouted my name. The moment I made eye contact with him, I just wished the everything disappear around us. I just wanted nothing but to be hugged by him at that moment but I had to hold back, we had to. I couldn't go to scuba diving so Jin Hyung cancelled his plan and went with me. I felt happiest when I am with him. We went to horse riding. I felt a little sad when suga hyung left but I knew he had his reasons. I felt really bad when I bought plastic wrap rather than foil and he just teased me. He liked to tease me the most. But I love it and I love him.

AT NIGHT

V'S POV

I knew it was a bad idea. I knew I would break at any time. I knew that but never thought that I had to break in front of others and camera.
I was watching Red Moon with Jimin and Hobi Hyung. It stirred a memory with grandma and grandpa. I tried to hold back I couldn't. So I silently left there and sat on chair. And that's it I broke. I thought it was dark and no one would notice but Pd nim noticed and tried to comfort me. But I couldn't hold. And he left me there. And after some time I hear Jimin calling me.

JIMIN: Oh my baby. I back hugged taetae. I knew he was going through a tough time and we all knew it's going to be hard for him. But he is an idiot, he would never tell his pain to anyone, never show it. Taetae pabo. I hugged till he calmed down.

HOPE: Don't cry taehyung-ah.