There was silence in the whole room after RM's question and he was getting impatient when Jin didn't replied
RM: Hyung please answer me.
JIN: Yah! Are you mad? Where did you get that stuff in your mind? He is a good friend that's it.
HOPE: Hyung are you sure? (raising eyebrow)
JIN: What there is to sure about? Why suddenly you asked about it?
SUGA: Then why were you making out with him on the comeback show in the restroom. (glaring at him)
JIN: (embarassed) I-I was....I...making out...No
SUGA: I thought you liked Taehyung.
RM & HOPE: He what?
Jin grew red.
SUGA: The way he was devouring him during practices I thought he was going to fuck him there if we weren't there and we had a talk about that too.
Jin's whole face flushed remembering the thing and to make it more worse three pairs of eyes were staring at him. oh how embarrassed he was that his bandmates know not only about the kiss with KEN but his crush on Taehyung. He was hoping that Tae didn't knew and the thought made his eyes widened. His face grew pale when something struck his mind.
RM: Hyung what's wrong?
JIN: D-Do Taehyungie knew about me and Ken, the kiss. Please, Please Say No. (begging)
RM: Maybe. (Jin's eyes widened)
JIN: Maybe?
HOPE: I think he knows,, thinking that Jungkook was the one who saw you there, then that means Taehyung-ah and Jimin also knew. But wait why are you asking? Are you for really into taehyungie? Jin's heart sank upon hearing that. His heart beat started to get faster.
SUGA: Wait a second.
They all looked toward Suga.
RM: What's wrong?
SUGA: Now you mention it. Wasn't Taehyungie the one who went to look for Jin Hyung toward restroom. I remember Jimin saying this and later Jungkook followed him. Taehyungie suddenly left home saying he was not feeling well.
Suga said looking at Jin and Jin knew he fucked up. His whole world crashed down.
JIN: I-I....I need to see Taehyungiee!!!
Jin said while running out of the room, RM kept shouting his name but he didn't listened. He needed to see Taehyungie. He needed to talk to him. He needed too tell him that there is nothing between him & Ken. He barged into practice room and saw Jimin laying in Jungkook's lap. Well he needed to ask them what is going on between these two as those two are extremely close now but right now his priority was someone else.
JIN: Taehyungiee? Where is he?
JK: Don't know he went to see Pd-nim.
Jin exited the room and went straight to Pd-nim, stumbling into things and people not caring for anything. But he didn't find Tae there. The producer told him that he left for home. Jin took his car and went for home. He needed to see Tae right now. Everything started to make sense now. Why he didn't left the room for three days, why he didn't talk to anyone. Jimin's cold behavior toward him. Him losing bracelet, of course he was broken. How big of an idiot was he? He didn't noticed the boy who loved him truly was breaking and he did nothing. Shit Shit, he cursed under his breath while parking. He barged in the room and Tae's eyes widened seeing a breathless Jin.
V: Hyung! What....
He couldn't complete the sentence when Jin hugged him tightly.
JIN: I needed to see you now.
V: Hyung! Hyung calm down. what happened?
JIN: How did you lost the bracelet?
V: What?
JIN: How did you lost the bracelet?
Taehyung understood that Jin must have known that he knows about the restroom. He started to wipe the sweat from Jin's face and smiled sadly
V: It lost its grip hyung.
Jin knew exactly what he meant but he wanted to tell him that he loves him but no words came on his lips once he saw the broken look in his Voo's eyes.
JIN: Voo!! I....The restroom, it.....
V: Shh Relax (putting a finger on )
JIN: Listen to me....
V: Hyung why do you want to talk about it? You don't need to be sad that I know.
JIN: What are you.....?
V: (playing with Jin's shirt) Yeah I was little sad but you never promised that you will love me back for sure. You have a right to love anyone.
JIN: Taehyungiee It's not like that.
V: It doesn't matter. I am happy for you. As long as you are happy, nothing matters with whom. I am here always for you. I am okay. I am not going anywhere. I just let it go.
JIN: Please Don't....
V: I am tired Hyung. Let's not do this anymore.
Tae gave a peck on his forehead and left the room to go to the kitchen. Jin just stood there, said nothing. He felt his heart breaking. A tear rolled from his eyes. He didn't knew should he be happy that someone like Taehyungie loves him that he is leaving him for Jin's happiness OR Should he be sad that he just lost a great lover.
AT SBS NEXT DAY
No one said anything to those two. But they knew something had happened but they refrained to barge in to their matter. Jin was in the restroom when his phone rang and he picked. His eyes widened listening to what the person on the side of phone said. His phone fell down with Thud. Tae was staring at his phone when he heard the sound and he looked up only to find a shocked Jin. He looked at him and found Jin's phone on the floor.
V: Hyung! (shaking him)
He picked his phone and the call was still on hold. It was Jin's mother. He picked the phone.
V: Hello
Jin's Mum: Hello Taehyung is that you?
V: Yes what happened? Is everything okay.
Jin's Mum: His grandma passed away.
V: Oh My god. I'll take care of him.
Jin's Mum: Please take care of my baby.
V: Hyung Everything will be fine. Listen to me. I am here for you. I'm here. (hugging him)
The News came out as a shock for all the members. They all were saddened by the news. Jin couldn't film the SBS completely. He left soon after. Tae was there with him. He knew how big a loss this was for Jin and no one knew this pain better than him. But that wasn't the only pain that tugged Jin's heart. He not only lost his grandma but also lost his love too.
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Hard To Say GoodBye
FanfictionLove tests you at everytime. What will you do when the one you love doesn't reciprocate your feelings? Taehyung is in love with Jin and Jin knows Tae's feelings too but he doesn't know what he feels for him is platonic or brotherly. So Taehyung is...
