The Era Of Old Beginnings

Chapter 20

I was suddenly put down in a large mansion like house making my mouth open and close in shock.

"You May go anywhere. But if I catch you trying to escape well let's just say it won't end well."

"H-How?"

"Hmm?"

"How do you have this massive house? I thought people from this time-" I immediately stopped my sentence making her arch an eyebrow.

"So. Your from the future? I thought so. I mean you do speak like your from a different time."

"How?"

"How do I know? Well you basically just admitted it. At first I thought maybe you where a vampire, but I could hear your pulse beating. I could feel the warmth of your skin. You are neither wolf or vampire. Your not the first time traveler I have come upon."

"Do you know how I can get home? Back to my time?" Hope over cane me. But as she shook her head my hope diminished.

"Your kind comes and goes. I'm not sure how it works. The world is a vast and mysterious place. But I didn't take you because your a time traveler, I took you because your living with two lovers. My question is who will come to your rescue. The cowardly Omega or the hungry powered Alpha."

"There not my lovers." I tell her quietly.

"I have been watching Freia's pack for a long time now. So in turn I have been watching you. If you say they are not your lovers when you have given them your body then who are they to you?"

"Companions? I- either way they are not my lovers. I cant- I'm pretty sure I'm broken."

"Broken? Please explain."

"When your in love your heart is supposed to beat uncontrollably. Even when your confessed to. When I found out that Indigo had feelings for me I didn't know what to think about it so I avoided having the conversation. When she kept giving me hints my heart continued beating at a normal rate. I didn't feel like I was floating on air, I didn't feel any butterflies in my stomach I was just, empty. When I was bought by Freia I didn't feel scared. All I felt was confusion. I didn't understand where I was or why I was here. And when she finally mated with me I felt nothing. When I look into Hunters eyes I feel like I'm back at home again. Her eyes are filled with kindness and love but- I feel none of those things. When I see people falling in love at first site, I envy them. I want to feel love. But I just-"

"Falling in love at first site? That's nothing more then a mere fairy tail created by the women who got there heart broken. I once knew a girl who fell in love at first site. But the man she loved was abusive and evil. Eventually her love for him grew empty. Anyone who claims to have fallen in love at first site are liars."

"Have you ever fallen in love?"

She looked taken aback by this question, but she answered with one single nod.

"Are you still in love with them?"

"My heart yearns for them each passing day. But my love will never reach them."

"Why? I'm sure if you tell them then-"

"Heh. What's this now? Is the person who claims they can't feel love giving me love advice? I don't need it. If anything your the one who needs help."

I hang my head low.

"Tell me. What do you feel when I do this?"

She suddenly got into my personal space as she gently cupped my cheek.

"Your eyes look empty inside."

"I feel nothing."

"Interesting. Enough y'all about love let's play a little game shall we?"

"Why kind of game?"

"More like a bet per say. Who do you think will come to your rescue? Will it be Indigo? My underling. Hunter the cowardly omega. Or Perhaps Freia, the cold hearted Alpha."

"Freia isn't cold hearted! She may act cold and distant but when where alone..."

"You don't know anything. I'm done talking with you. Your quarters are up the stairs second floor. Choose any room."

And with those words she was gone. Freia isn't cold hearted. I mean she can be mean but she's not a demon.