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I won't let you do this to yourself- Lizzie saltzman

"How was your eating pattern from this week?"Emma asks me for the millionth time of this year. I groan and put my head in my knees.

"Listen, you need to answer these questions so I can know how healthy you have been." She says sympathetically and I roll my eyes internally.

"Emma, darling, how about you just say that I have been eating the whole week, hell maybe even 4 times a day, so you can get over with your job and I can leave?" I say bored. She scoffs and sighs.

"I'm here because I actually want you to get better, not because I'm getting paid." She says.

I sigh loudly and groan.

"I have been eating a little bit.. Monday, Tuesday and Thursday I ate..." I mutter loudly enough for her to hear. She smiles softly and nods.

"You've been getting better, good job." She says and then nods as she dismisses me. I sigh and tug at my hoody sleeves before leaving her office. I put my hood over my head and start walking to my first class.

I get lost in thought, thinking about how she said I got better. I remember when she weighted me on Wednesday and it said that I was 100 pounds, now people think that's a little under healthy for a 16 year old girl, but I hate it.

I feel fat compared to my friends. Especially compared to Lizzie, Lizzie is so skinny and beautiful.. and I am just..me. I snap out of my thoughts when I enter the classroom and Lizzie attacks me with a hug.

"Y/N!" She yells with a smile and kisses me on the cheek before letting me sit down. I smile softly, Lizzie always makes my day better. I sit on the left of her, and she goes on and on about how her and Josie have been spending more time together.

I zone out and think of how I could lose weight without Emma noticing. Let's see, I get watched when I eat at lunch and sometimes breakfast, also they make me eat dinner. Maybe I can throw it up when I get to leave? Yes, that's a good idea.

I smile and then the teacher Inter ups Lizzie by beginning class. Lizzie pouts and rolls her eyes. I look at her and wonder how lucky I would be if Lizzie was my girlfriend. I sigh and shake away the thoughts.

I look out the window and focus on the way the trees sway. I watch the ways the beautiful flowers produce pollen for the annoying, yet helpful bees. I smile at nature, I have always been interested in nature, even my mother knew that I would have a connection with it when I was older.

I smile at all the good memories made with my family.. the few good ones.

"Hey? Y/n.. class is over!" Lizzie says while waving her hand in my face so she can get my attention. I snap out of my thoughts again and nod gratefully.

I stand up and gather my things before standing up with my backpack. Lizzie quickly looks at me all over my body and then back at my face.

"Y-Y/n.. I know this isn't my place, but you look sort of malnourished.." She says while eyeing my torso.

I quickly try to hide my stomach as to not let her know about anything. Malnourished? Doesn't she see that I'm fat..? Maybe she had eye problems?

I pretend that I didn't hear her and walk away toward the bathroom. I can't wait, I have to throw up now. I rush inside the stall not noticing that Lizzie followed me. I quickly shove my two fingers down my throat and try to make myself gag.

I finally hit the gag reflex and I start throwing up everything that is in my stomach. I haven't ate since yesterday so a little bit of the throw up is blood. I sigh and clear my tears before flushing the toilet. I stand up and open the stall to see a tearing up Lizzie on the other side of it.

My eyes widen as I worry that she saw me.

"W-What are y-you d-doing her-here?" I ask while stuttering out of nervousness. She looks at me sadly before lifting up my hoodie to confirm her suspicions. She lets out a sob once she sees my somewhat skinny stomach.

"Why- Wh-why do you do this to yourself?" She says while trying to to cry. I look anywhere else but her.

"Because I'm fat and ugly." I say and then walk to the sink with her shortly following me. I start to wash my hands and then Lizzie suddenly grabs my face.

"I will never let you do this to yourself ever again. Do you understand me? I don't care if i have to move into your room, go into the bathroom with you, I don't care." She says sternly yet softly. She leans in and kisses me. It takes me a moment but I respond by swiftly kissing her back. She pulls away and looks deeply into my eyes.

"You are beautiful. You are the light in my night. You are the sun to my moon (Camren reference *wink* *wink*). You are my everything. Y/n, will you give me the honor of being my girlfriend?" She asks. Tears cloud my eyes as I take in her little speech.

"J-Jeez L-Lizzie Saltzman, what a-are you planning t-to do m-marry me?" I sniffle out and giggle. She laughs and brings me in a hug.

"Is that a yes?" She asks.

"Of course you dork." I smile. She grins and kisses me again. This one is a little more passionate and longer.

"Promise me, you will try with all your effort to stop this?.." she says finally pulling away. I sigh and nod.

"I will try with everything in me Lizzie saltzman, for you.. but it's not going to stop in a click of a button."

"I will fight 20 million monsters to stop you from doing this to yourself, Y/N Y/L/N."

WOoooOO Lizzie ❤️ Anyway stay safe my lovessss 💕