Feared Love | Taekook

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"Where are we going?" Yoongi questioned once he noticed Seokjin driving away from the town. "Somewhere private. I want to get to know you without having judging eyes and ears around." Yoongi squeezed his lips together, turning away from Seokjin to hide his blush.

Seokjin was the first to actually want to get to know him. It made him feel special, this man was special. He has never blushed as much as he does when Seokjin is around him, his heart has never beaten faster.

Once they arrived at the top of a small mountain is when Seokjin parked the car and popped open the trunk. The trunk was decorated with pillows, blankets and a few beverages. "I wanted us to look at all the city lights together and just talk."

"That's... That's really sweet." Seokjin helped the shorter man climb in the trunk before hopping in himself. "I hope you like wine." Seokjin said, pulling a bottle from behind a pillow. "Wine? You really want me to talk huh?" Yoongi laughed, Seokjin snickered as well. "I won't let you get drunk."

"Good."

-

And so they talked for hours. About life, love, family just about anything. They even went over the childish questions. Seokjin knows now that Yoongi's favorite colors are black and white and that his favorite animal is a dog.

Yoongi now knew that Seokjin's favorite color is blue, after it being pink for a very long time. Also that he basically loves all animals even if they scare him.

Seokjin now knew that Yoongi chose to be a tailor because his parents used to visit the very shop he owns now. The previous owner, Mister Wilson, had entrusted Yoongi enough to leave the shop behind for him. None of his children had shown interest in the shop but Yoongi had from a very young age.

Yoongi found out that Seokjin got his job as hotel manager when he married his now ex wife. He still works for the father of his ex but all of them still love Seokjin and appreciate his work. Hence why he still has his job even after the divorce happened. Things changed, sure. But Seokjin was just very glad he didn't need to find a new job after falling in love with that one.

It started getting late, more and more lights were getting shut off, the city wasn't that bright anymore... They should leave soon, Yoongi's babysitter is probably waiting for him go get back.

"It's been a long time since..." Yoongi started, but not knowing how to finish this sentence. "Since you dated someone?"

"...Since someone has made me feel special." Seokjin's heart instantly melted, he wrapped his arm around Yoongi to hug him tightly. "You deserve to feel special... Because you are." He whispered in his ear, Yoongi smiled in Seokjin's shoulder and hugged him back. "You deserve that too." Yoongi muttered, making Seokjin's heart flutter by hearing the man's beautiful voice.

"We should go." Seokjin muttered, Yoongi humming in agreement. They hopped out of the trunk and would slowly start making their way back to Yoongi's house.

-

"Okay, we're here." Seokjin announced, stopping the car right before Yoongi's house. "Thank you for the amazing night." Yoongi said while staring at Seokjin. "Thank you for being amazing company." He returned the compliment with a sweet smile. "I'll see you next time." Yoongi announced while opening the car door. "Wait-" Seokjin grabbed Yoongi's hand. "Can I kiss you?" Yoongi put up an apologetic look and Seokjin immediately knew he was going to get rejected. "It's a little too soon." Seokjin let go and nodded. "Thank you for being honest with me. Just let me know when you're ready."

Yoongi softly nodded, leaning in to peck Seokjin's cheek softly. "Goodnight Seokjin." He whispered before pulling away.

His ears turned red and his eyes were wide. "Y-yeah... Goodnight." Yoongi got out of the car, shutting the door behind him. Once Yoongi finally got in his house is when Seokjin screamed in victory. His heart was going insane and his stomach was filled with butterflies.

Heaven.

-

Hell.

Hell, hell, hell, hell, fucking hell. Jungkook had been restless the whole entire weekend. Practicing his apology in the mirror and calling Hoseok to ask him if it was enough or if he should do more.

Now it was Monday and he would see Taehyung again. He couldn't wait for longer so he went to school early to try and catch him before class. He was done worrying and needed it to get it of his chest.

There he was, in his neat fashion forward clothing. His round glasses propped on his nosebridge and his curls hidden under his beret even after Hoseok explicitly told him not to do that.

He sneaked up on Taehyung, thinking that if he saw him from a distance he would try to avoid him. He reached the man, grabbing his arm and pulling him in the janitor's closet. "I'm so fucking sorry Taehyung."

"It's fine." Taehyung muttered, avoiding Jungkook's gaze. "It's not! I harrassed you for my own selfish needs. I am an awful human being-"

"No, you just wrongly interpreted the situation. The dance was quite... sensual after all."

"That's no excuse for what I did. You hate me and I still did that... It was wrong and I understand if you report me to the principal or the police, I deserve it-"

Taehyung finally looked up to look at Jungkook, to see how sincere those eyes were. "Did... Did I do that?"

"Huh?" Jungkook reached up at his face, right, the bruise. "Oh- Well yes, but I deserved it."

"Why did you kiss me?" Jungkook bit his lip, rubbing his arm. "Ehm... I like you. You're cute and I just- wanted to impress you ever since I first saw you and well... That did not go as planned..." Taehyung nodded, biting the inside of his cheeks. "I- well.... I did enjoy dancing with you eventhough my muscles would beg to differ and... I mean you ARE easy on the eyes."

"Wait what?" Jungkook was taken aback.

"I kind of like you too Jungkook."