Our Little Secret [Finished]

Chapter 8

I groaned. With my eyes closed, I saw
random colours, merging into each other
and disappearing. Then I opened my eyes. I felt
like the room was made of the oil you saw on a pavement.
Rainbow, Rainbow, Rainbow. All the edges and
definition of my room didn't exist. They were
all blending together to form a rainbow.

-Perfectly thought out poem by me

 If you read the poem, then you'll understand that I woke up peacefully, but feeling like was high from smoking a rack of weed. 

Luckily, those effects were quite quick to wear off and my eyesight set back to normal.

Unluckily, my senses were replaced with nausea, and forced me to swing my legs out of the covers and rush to the toilets. I fell onto my knees in front of the toilet and fiddled with a hair-bobble on my wrist, tying my hair up in a hurry, before throwing my head forward as the vomit came out.

I clutched the toilet bowl tightly, lifting my head up once I was done and noticing my knuckles had become white from clenching them so hard.

I washed my mouth and brushed my teeth, brushing away the acidic taste I had developed in my mouth.

I brushed my hair and put on a comfortable pair of joggers with fluffy socks and a sweater. I looked at myself in the mirror after splashing my face with water, and inhaled deeply when I remembered a specific event last night.

I had straddled Tobi and kissed him.

Jesus Christ I had practically known him since I was sixteen.

I groaned and mentally scolded myself for not having any self control.

I walked out of my bathroom, picking up my phone and going onto Instagram. I looked at the thousand new followers I had gotten. I was confused- had I taken any photos with the famous guys or their girlfriends?

I scrolled through the list of people, finding JJ, Simon and Talia amongst them.

I went onto the main Instagram page, looking through everyone's stories and posts- seeing nothing particularly interesting or important.

I swiped onto the DMs page and noticed a strange amount of DM requests. I decided to ignore them, instead clicking on Tobi and seeing our last conversation from over two years ago. I smiled before typing out a message.

Tobi, I am so sorry for kissing you yesterday, I didn't mean to be rude- I was just not in my right mind... I really hope it doesn't make anything awkward between us... I'm sorry again.

And send.

I exited out of our DMs, seeing a DM via Instagram, from none other from Mr KSI.

KSI: Hey idk whether you remember me but its me JJ from the club yesterday :)

I smiled at the cute smiley face at the end before replying.

Sadie: How could I forget haha

Sadie: Sorry for leaving yesterday without any notice- i'm pretty sure someone had spiked my drink or something tho- plus tobi didn't allow me to say bye :(

I decided to allow JJ reply to that, throwing my phone to the side and picking up my laptop before opening it. Just as I opened it I heard my phone dinging.

KSI: Its fine haha

KSI: just dont do it again ;)

Sadie: Are you suggesting another meet up?

KSI: If ur up to it...;)

KSI: But I might need ur number first

Sadie: Only because ik u irl i'll give u my digits