Robbers (A hayley williams fanfiction)

Chapter 19.

Lauren's POV

I heard what happened, and I am deeply greiving the death of Hayley. She didn't deserve to die, and the robbers and murders are still on the lose. Taylor hasn't spoken to anyone, he has just stayed in his room and cried for the past day. As for Jeremy, he's morned with his wife, Kat, and hasn't spoken as well. I log on twitter, and I see a tweet, which had to be a twitlonger from Paramore. 

"@Paramore: If you haven't known from the latest media posts and coverage, we lost a dear friend, and inspring woman in music yesterday. Hayley Nichole Williams, the lead singer of the band since 2004. We are deeply saddned to give the news, and our hearts break for this loss, the fans, and Hayley's friends and family. As for the band, we are going to spilt up, and not even work on being a band. We thank the fans who have supported us for the last 10 years, and we love you, we love you, and we are paramore!"

Tears started to stream down my face, and that's when I knew I had to visit Ava. I already know that when I visit Ava she'll be a mess, but I think she needs someone there for her. She's already lost her parents, and now she losses her girlfriend, which I know she loved with all of her heart. I drive Taylor's saturn to Ava's apartment, without telling Taylor, because I think it's best not to mention I'm visting Ava to be there for her at this horrible time. I arrive, and I knock on the door. No answer. I open the door, because I know that Ava hardly locks her doors, and I walk into the living room. Ava's eyes were visably red, her nose was stuffy, and she's in her pajamas, wearing Hayley's Grow Up beanie. She tries to get up and hug me, but it was hard for her. I quickly run over to her, and give her a hug, I hear the movie Wayne's World in the background. I didn't plan to let go of Ava, I just let her cry in my arms for a while. I left tears touch my sleeve, and I couldn't help but just hug her.

"Ava," I said "I'm so sorry."

"She didn't...have to leave." Ava replied.

I felt so bad, and this was the only thing I could say,

"She saved you. She loves you. Her death didn't have to happen, and they're finding those douchebags who did this. You'll see her again, I promise. Maybe not in this life, but in another life. You'll see her again, I promise." 

Ava let go, and tried to give me a smile, but it just ended up in tears. 

"Thank you" She says. 

I go into the dining room, and out of the corner of my eye, I saw a drawer, labeled "Hayley's Drawer" I got curious. I opened, and I found a folder labeled "Ava" I open the folder, and see a song titled, The Only Exception, and I also see two letters, one from about 6 months ago, about Hayley falling in love with Ava. The other one however, was one written recently, but not when they were in Germany. It says:

 "I remmeber when I wrote the first note of how I loved Ava. She was sleeping in the hospital bed, and I held her hand for about an hour, and my oh my, her hands were soft. As time has gone by, more and more things stockpiled up - in a good way. Traits and more things to know about Ava. In order to love someone, you must love everything about them. I wasn't thinking clearly when Ava had the freedom to talk to Josh instead of me being in the way, but let's not talk about that freak scene. I realized when Ava said 'I love you' with her ocean colored eyes, I was in deep. And that's when I went further in love. I would do anything for her, from risking my coat in the rain, all the way to my life. And the night I found out she self harmed, I held her hand, and I refused to let go. There are so many things I would risk just to have her in my arms, or to talk to her. One day, I hope she sees the amazing personality behind the pretty, brown haired blue eyed face. I was afriad to fall in love, but it's worth the chance to get hurt by someone as outstanding as Ava, because if she dumps you, you're doing something wrong ...... I just hope that Ava can love herself as much as I love her. I challenge the fact of 'learn to love yourself, or no one else will' because Ava has self hate, but I'm head over heels in love..."

I also found poems about Ava's personality, similes, and much more. Hayley sure wrote what she thought. I showed the poems to Ava, and even though it would make her cry, I showed her the folder. She pulled out a worn out napkin, and Ava was able to read it outloud.

"I ran into a pretty face who knew my name. I'm not falling in love, I swear. She had a scent that smelled like a dozen roses (cliche but true) and eyes like Atlanic. The only thing that I'm scared of is going down like the Titanic, due to her beautiful face"

Ava smiled, and I was very surpried. She laughed.

"I have something to hold on to" She said, with tears formating down her face.

"Ava, she loves you so much" I said

"And I love her too." Ava stated, and let out another smile.