Chapter 4: Sleep over pt 2

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Jackson's P.O.V

After seeing (Y/n) before school ended made me feel good. Considering my hidden feelings for him, I don't know when it will happen or how. But I stopped giving everyone else my attention when I know he's all I want. In the past I had a huge problem with flirting and dating all the boys and girls at school. It was quite hard to deny my childish sexual behavior. That was until I met (Y/n). He started making me feel emotions that I never knew were possible. Things that I couldn't admit to anyone except my best friend Lyric who also liked his best friend Destini.

I've wondered why I could never tell him how I feel? Is it because every boy on the football team wants to sleep with him? Is it because I'm afraid he'll choose those losses over me? Could it be that he's simply not into me? Or maybe it's just because I'm afraid to get a bad response? For me it's mainly the last question I ask myself over and over.

Prom is coming up and I still have no idea how or when to ask him. Does he like fancy prom-posals or simple ones?

I'd say me and him have gotten pretty close over the years we've known each other. But sometimes he's a hard person to read. I like a challenge and he's my biggest one. It will be worth it, to call him mine. To show him all the love in the world. To let him know that he's not just some sex symbol. That he's Brave, intelligent and beautiful. That I love him for who he is inside and out. To kiss those lips, to hug him when he cries, to be his rock.

It worries me that these boys do not intend on loving him. They only want his body. It makes me mad too. I don't want to ever be that way again. It's disgusting how people can only worry about looks before dating someone. As my mom would say 'they could be beautiful like a wet dream, but cold like a winters night.'

Looks aren't the main focus, they are an added bonus. It's the heart that matters, in this world people tend to forget that and it's quite sad how it's constantly overlooked. But we can control how people are, we can only hope to help them change their view. Some people are still stuck in their old ways of thinking but if they wanted to they would change. People fail to realize that there is a difference between wanting to and being able to. Sure everyone is able to change their attitude, but it depends on if they want to.

Don't think that no one is able to change. They are, but they just don't want to. And I can't force anyone to do something that they truly don't want to do. Even though I know they are able to.

My mom taught me to never wait for someone to change. Cause if they don't want to they won't and while you waste your time on that person you want to change, you could've been around someone who already has or is already someone you want to be with. Time is something we won't get back. I want to ask him out before it's too late.

I was walking home from school, making it to my house finally. Smelling my moms food as soon as I walked in. Her friends were there and they were having a little party. I greeted her and her friends and walked up to my room. "Jackson, Lyric is waiting for you in your room." She said and I just chuckled

I opened the door to see her standing there. "Your mom is super sweet. I've been waiting for you. And before you ask. I didn't go to school because I went with my mom to her doctors appointment." She said and I hugged her. "Okay that is more than a good enough reason to miss school." I chuckled as we sat on my bed.

I turned on my ps4 and handed her a remote. I turned on mortal Kombat. We started to play and Lyric spoke up first. "How was school? Especially with you know~ (Y/n)" she asked. "It went well, He threw a text book at his step brother." I said  "well why would he do that? I mean does it matter why? His step brother is a dick to him." She asked  "well he poured his drink all over (Y/n)'a clothes. But after that whole incident he changed them and we went on about our day but it was good." I said.

"What a fucking dick." She said, "how was my baby girl? Even though she don't know she's mine" She asked and I chuckled. "She's good, always standing up for (Y/n). The girls didn't bother her today." I said. She had asked me to keep an eye on her since she wasn't there.

"Good, well I say we stop playing and go see your boo and mine." She suggested. "And since I already kicked your ass in this game. Perfect time to go don't you think?" I sighed and nodded. I was scared to say the least but I knew that it would all be okay in the end.

I sent the text to him and asked if we could come over. Within a matter of seconds he replied.

"Sure let's chill"

I smirked to myself and quickly told him that lyric will be coming. He had sent his address right after his reply to me so I took a bag, just in case we would get to high and forget to come home. Kehlani had one already as if she knew this was going to happen. I went into my secret stash and took my weed that I had there and put it in my bag along with my rolling papers and quickly said bye to my mom. Me and Lyric got into my car and I drove to his house.

We arrived at his place and I smiled knowing that I would finally get to see him again. Lyric was pretty happy too. I knocked on the door and shortly after he was standing there and my mind was blown away. "Hey" is what I heard him say before fully opening the door. Only god knew how hard it was for me to not kiss him right then and there. But I knew that this was gonna be a fun night.

A/n: I hope you all enjoyed the chapter! Be sure to comment and vote! I'll see you in the next one bye loves ❤️💕💕💕❤️❤️❤️❤️💕💕🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰❤️❤️🦋🦋

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