Prince Charming[Jackson Wang × Male reader]

Chapter 5: Sleep over pt 3

(Y/n)'s P.O.V

I opened the door fully and there he was looking as hot as ever. His smile took my breath away and I could look in his eyes and see that he was genuinely happy to see me. I didn't think that he would actually be sitting here and in front of me. I had a blunt in my hand but I hugged him and smiled.I then saw Lyric walk in, she kind of scared me but so did destini at times but they were perfect for each other. I turned around and walked towards the couch. "So what do you guys wanna do? Me and destini were about to watch a movie." I asked.

Jackson was starting to roll and he looked up at me with those brown eyes. I couldn't help but get lost in them. Those eyes could make anyone fall in love. He was an overall handsome boy. I blocked out everything and got lost in my thoughts and snapped out of it once he spoke to me. "Sounds cool, I'm down for whatever so pick a movie and let's all watch." I nodded my head and went through Netflix looking at the movie options. "To all the boys I've loved" was a suggestion and I chose it simply because I've never seen it before.

I got comfortable on the couch and sat next to Jackson. To be honest I was quite nervous. I looked over to my right and saw Destini cuddled up with Lyric. I smiled at her and wiggled my eyebrows and she just started blushing.  "You know, you're cute when you blush." I heard lyric say and I saw Destini blush even more.

We got blankets and started to watch the movie as we passed the blunts around. I laid my head on Jackson's shoulder and smiled to myself feeling as happy as I could ever be.

This feeling I get, I couldn't understand it in the past. I haven't seen a real relationship last. All I've seen were couples breaking up. My family is to blame. Yeah everyone says their happy but behind closed doors everyone is going through problems.

My uncle cheats on my aunt every night. He blames her for the miscarriage she had. Right now I only have two cousins and they are a year older than me. They are twins. Two girls. My aunt and my uncle have been trying to have a boy. I feel bad for my aunt, and it's not the only thing that's going on. She went on drugs and got addicted to cocaine since my mother died. They are also twins and I couldn't imagine the feeling of loosing your twin. But when I visit them, they both act as if they are happy. Currently my aunt is in rehab so my uncle has been cheating left and right. I think what hurt my aunt more is finding out he got another woman pregnant and she's able to have her baby.

My grandmother divorced my grandfather because he was abusive. This also started after my mom died. I slowly started noticing how shitty things got after she died. My stepfather blames me for it and abuses me. Only difference is that now I fight back. My mother was the glue that held everything and everyone together. Now that she's gone, everything fell apart.

I felt tears glide down my face at the thought of it all. My family will never be the same again. My older sister is gone, we don't speak anymore. I miss her dearly. I would've lived with her but her boyfriend hated me and it caused our bond to break.

I felt alone.

The love and happiness I once had is gone. And that same boy probably won't come back. Deep thoughts sit in my mind and I wonder if I would be better off dead. But then I remind myself that I have to continue on. Because part of me hold on to the idea of me being fully happy again.

I felt a thumb glide across my wet cheeks and looked up seeing Jackson. "Are you okay?" He asked me and I just shook my head as I felt more tears burst out of my eyes and I cried into his chest. My tears were making his shirt wet.

Destini and Lyric were asleep and cuddling, Jackson held me in his arms and didn't let me go. For once I felt safe and warm. "It's okay (Y/n), tell me what's wrong." He said and I looked up at him with tears still falling from my eyes. "I'm just thinking about my mom and how my life is. My stepfather abusing me, my aunt and her addiction, my grandparents. Me wondering if I'll ever come out of the dark place I'm in. Seeing the movie made me think about how life is for me. She's happy, she finally got the guy she wanted. Her family loves her. While I'm here crying about my miserable life. Me liking you and knowing that you won't ever like me." I said and completely opened up to him and slapped my hand over my mouth as I realized what I had said.

I got up from the couch and ran upstairs locking myself in my bedroom. "He probably hates me now and is probably disgusted by me." I said to myself. I looked in the mirror. 'Your ugly, you'll never be happy. You worthless trash' my stepfathers thoughts floated through my brain. I heard the doorknob jiggle and saw the lock moving.

Everyone came upstairs to check on me. I was kinda hoping Jackson would be kissing me like how I've always I wanted but this was good too. "are you okay?" Lyric asked and sat next to me. "Jackson was worried about you and woke us up." I sighed and shook me head.

I told them everything including the fact that I have a crush on Jackson. Lyric nodded, "Don't worry about it, things happen. It's apart of life, yes it's unfair and unfortunate. But as humans we're constantly having challenges thrown at us. We can't give up on the fight to make things better." She smiled "one thing I can promise." She paused. "You don't have to worry about your crush on Jackson. But I'm gonna take destini downstairs and leave you two to talk." She smiled and quickly grabbed destini and took her out of the room.

It went silent in my room until Jackson spoke up.  He sat next to me and smiled. "(Y/n) I like you too." He said and my eyes lit up. He connected our lips in a passionate kiss. I felt all my thoughts go away once I felt his lips on mine. We pulled away for a moment and just stared at each other. "Let's get some rest and we can talk more in the morning." I nodded and we laid down. He held me the entire night and I soon fell asleep in his arms,

A/n: I hope you all enjoyed this chapter.  I'm sorry for the long wait. I work now so things are a bit hectic but I'll be updating. Let me know what you think about the chapter and I'll see you in the next chapter bye lovesss 🥰😘🥰🥰😍💕💕❤️❤️❤️💕❤️❤️❤️❤️💕🦋🦋🦋🦋