It had been a month and I was at the Cullen house leaning against a tree with Jasper who had one hand above my head and the other attached to my hip. He said "Don't do this, just come live with me." I said "I cant" He said "Wont" I said "Jasper you don't understand." He turned away from me throwing the keys in his hand onto he ground and said "Then explain it to me!" I crossed my arms and said "You still won't understand, you cant. Until you live my life you don't understand." He said "just come live with me, or go to Renee's, maybe live on the Rez, hell we could go to another country!"
I scoffed and said "I cant just runaway Jasper, going to the Rez, or Renee's or Italy or France won't fix this. You cant fix me I'm not broken, not anymore. Playing the game is survival Jasper not running away." Bella knowing I was getting pissed grabbed my hand and stood behind me knowing no matter how pissed I was I would never hurt her. I took a deep breath and Jasper said "I fell in love with a sweet, nice, beautiful girl. What happened to her? How could you let Charlie just beat on you?" Bella said "no Jasper you didn't..." I said "B!" Carlisle came out and said "How come every time you are by this tree y'all are yelling?"
I said "Im sorry Carlisle. Jasper you fell in love with who I was trying to be for you, not who I am. I am not a good girl Jasper I never have been. I suppress my true self to make people like me. This? This bad girl in front of you? This is who I really am. This is me not locking my self up. If you don't like the bad you don't deserve the good I force myself to be. As for why I let him beat me, because it better me than my Bella. This girl has always been my best friend and I'll be damned if I let anyone hurt her." I started to pull Bella away as we headed for the trees, Alex said "Where are you going?" Bella said "Its almost 6" We took off running holding hands, Once we made it to the road we heard Edward, Jasper, and Alex screaming for us. I saw a couple of guys with bikes and I said "Hey boys, care to give two pretty girls a ride home?" they smirked and held their hands for us. We grabbed their hands as we climbed on and Bella's dude took off first with mine following.
I thought we had successfully snuck upstairs but I was wrong, He grabbed my arm said "Bella go make dinner please" she ran downstairs and he yanked me into his room. He beats me in his room because he sound proofed it years ago. He shoved me against his desk which made me have to bend down to brace myself as he grabbed his belt and started wailing on my ass. Luckily due to my skirt, leggings, and underwear I had enough layers that even though it hurt I still was able to not scream, to not give him that satisfaction. After like 10 hits he realized what I did and shoved my chest against the oak, handcuffing my hands to the legs then pulled down my skirt, leggings, and underwear and began hitting me again only this time the leather hit my sore bare ass and it stung and hurt so bad that I couldn't keep my cries silent this time.
Once he was satisfied with my cries he threw the belt on his bed and unlocked the handcuffs before going downstairs for dinner. I pulled up my bottoms and went to my room, locked my door, changed into a long t-shirt of Jaspers, and laid on my stomach in bed. Jasper came into my room and laid next to me rubbing my back, He said "I really wish you'd let me save you." I looked at him and said "I know, but if he cant get his anger out on me he might to Bella or Alex and I cant allow that, they cant handle it like I can." he lifted the hem of the shirt up over my ass as he began wiping the blood off with a wet washcloth. I sighed as it started to numb the pain and said "Why do you look when all it does it piss you off?" He said "because I need to know what he is doing to you, and am silently hoping one day in the future you'll let me torcher the Bastard to death."
I said "no, Jasper he isn't worth it." He said "but your bleeding RaeLynn" I said "Yeah and it will stop eventually." I slowly fell asleep.
I woke up, showered, and dressed in this.
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