I woke up and was dressed in my red silk jammies instead of my gold dress. I sat up and Jasper rubbed my back and said "are you ok my love?" I sighed and said "no because eventually I'll have to go home and I don't want to"
He pulled me into his lap and said "you don't have to do anything you don't want to do." I sighed and said "there is a lot I have to do that I don't want to" he said "like what?" I said "forget it, it will just upset you. How pissed was Charlie?"
He narrowed his eyes at me and said "he was more shocked that Alex yelled at him. What is it you have to do that you don't want to?" I sighed and fell back against the bed and said "school and... live Jasper, you saw him yesterday. It is an everyday thing and I don't want to be alive but I have to for you and Bella and Alex."
He grabbed my shirt pulling me up then rested his hands on my hips. He said "RaeLynn I love you and I need you to want to live. What can I do?" He looked so sad and hurt.
I said "this is why I didn't want to tell you. Jasper there is nothing you can do. You make me happy and when I am with you nothing can be wrong but you saw yesterday. You kissed me and it was a simple kiss and he called me a whore. Which is the wrong word anyway because I don't get paid for sex but also you are the only one I've ever consented to have sex with how is that someone who sleeps around? Jasper I am trying for you but Charlie may be my dad but he makes my life hell on earth. How much longer do I have to deal with his name calling and him making me feel bad about myself?"
He said "Oh RaeLynn, you don't have to put up with that anymore because I won't let anyone make you feel that way. You are beautiful and strong, he is a dick and I won't let him hurt you. I won't let anyone hurt you." He kissed me and I kissed back.
He said "We are not going to school today" I said "we're not?" he said "nope, I am giving you a destress day, starting with a hot bath", he pushed me up and off the bed before guiding me to the bathroom, I opened the door and saw a whole bunch of steam. I walked in and saw the bathtub full of water and rose petals. I stripped my clothes off and sank into the hot water.
Jasper sat on the edge of the tub and said "so beautiful, what do you want to do today?" I said "I can think of a few ideas" I smiled innocently up at him. He laughed and said "do you want to do anything besides me?" I shrugged and grabbed the shampoo.
I went to put it on my hand but he stuck his hand under the spout. He massaged the shampoo into my hair then I sunk under completely to wash out the soap. I washed my body before pulling the plug and stood up grabbing the towel wrapping it around my body.
I stepped out as he backed up and I followed him into the room. He stared at me and I sighed, I went to walk to the closet but he wrapped his arms around my waist and said "oh no I'd prefer you like this" I giggled and turned to face him. I wrapped my arms around his neck so that the only reason my towel stayed on was because I was pressed against his chest and I said "so why do I have to be undressed and you get to be clothed? That doesn't seem fair"
He chuckled and walked me backward to the bed he said "well let's fix that" he shoved me against the bed making the towel come undone. He quickly ripped his shirt off before climbing on top of me and kissing me. I kissed him back and he littered kisses down my chest.
(2 hours later) I laid in bed as he wrapped his arms around me and I was content. He said "how do you feel?" He ran his hand up and down my bare side. I said "sore but happy" he said "I'm sorry" I said "for what?" He said "for being too rough and making you sore" I giggled and said "never apologize for that, you are amazing and I don't want that to change."
He said "but I hurt you" I sat up straddling his lap holding the sheet around me and said "No. Stop right now. Do not do that to yourself. Yes I am a little sore but I would take it any day. Being sore is because it was good, you are very talented."
He laughed and kissed my forehead, I climbed off the bed and went into the closet and threw on a pair of short shorts and one of his shirts. He put in sweats and said "where are you going?" I said "as much fun as that was... it burns calories meaning I need food." He smiled at me taking my hand and led me to the kitchen.
He pulled out a chair for me at the bar, I sat down and he began making me chocolate chip waffles. Once he finished them I ate them and he cleaned the kitchen. After I finished eating he went upstairs and grabbed a blanket as I put in a movie. We cuddled on the couch and watched movies.
Esme and Carlisle came in with groceries, I sighed and got up going to help Esme put all the food away. As I was putting the pasta in the pantry Carlisle said "so RaeLynn how are you feeling?" I leaned against the door frame and focused on putting things away as I said "I'm terrified of what will happen when I have to go back to Charlie's" I took the gatorade from Esme and as I put them away, Carlisle said "I won't let you go home if it isn't safe for you" I said "how would you know if it isn't safe?"
He pulled me into his arms as Esme took the food from my hands and he said "because RaeLynn you are my daughter and I won't leave you alone if you don't feel safe." I hugged him and said "I appreciate all of you love and support but what did I do to deserve it?" he said "you deserve it because you are amazingly kind, and you are our daughter, you need parents who love and support you, not those who bring you down. Therefore we won't let anyone hurt you, ever." I hugged him and Esme hugged us sandwiching me in the middle.
I said "it's ok if the answer is no but.... since you two keep calling me your daughter... can I-" Esme cut me off with a squeal and said "yes you can call us mom and dad!" I laughed as she squeezed me a little tighter.
Alex and Bella came in and said "you seem to be feeling better" I said "no I'm not but I do what I do best... push it back and focus on the good times. Like this hug." Everyone laughed and Bella said "well looking on the bright side is always a way to go"
Alex said "we have to go, Charlie wants to talk to all three of us" I froze in Carlisle's arms, he rained his hand up and down my back and said "do you want someone to go with you?" I said "can you and Jazz go?" Both men nodded and Jasper pulled me to his side. Alex said "uh sis? Your cute and all but if you want to survive tonight you might want to put actual clothes on." I looked down and my outfit before running upstairs and dressing in this.
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I headed downstairs and said "ok let's head to my death" Jasper smacked my ass narrowing his eyes at me.
