self control ; quackity x reader

part 22

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my heart was racing and my breaths were heavy. tears were flowing endlessly down my face as my hand flew to cover my mouth; trying hopelessly to cease the cries wanting to escape. after placing the diary down, i wiped off my hands on my shirt to push the hair out of my face, taking deep slow breaths at the same time. my heart felt as if it were about to explode.

"Y/N!!! HEY, Y/N!! ARE YOU THERE?" the yells of two people, aksel and alex, became louder and clearer as i heard their panicked stomps arrive at the door. shit. when i heard them, i quickly tried to wipe the remaining tears off my face as if somehow it would magically look like i was completely fine but it was too late. they had already come in.

i looked up and was instantly met with the face of alex who stood at the door with aksel leaning in behind him. i could have sworn my heart had stopped for a second. as i looked at him, i couldn't stop thinking about that scream. that excruciating scream. his eyes were swollen and red rimmed and judging by the looks on both his and aksel's face, so were mine.

"hey.. are- are you okay?" alex asked.
are you, alex?
"i swear to god.. i'm gonna kill him. that son of a bitch. you saw it, didn't you?"

i shook my head out of confusion, snapping myself out of freezing in front of alex's presence. "w-wait what? kill who? what do you mean?"

alex's brows furrowed in a mix of anger, sadness and concern.

"have you really not seen it?" aksel placed his hand on the doorway, leaning himself more into the room.

"i really don't know what you guys are talking about. w-what the fuck is going on?" i could feel my eyes tearing up again. they were starting to burn as my vision became slightly blurred. god, don't you dare fucking cry again. haven't you cried enough?
my feet shuffled back to meet the edge of the messy unmade bed so that i could sit down. i wiped my hands down my clothes again once more, except this time i wasn't sure if it was because they were still blanketed with a layer of tears or if it was sweat. it was probably both.

alex's eyes looked over at the red diary on the table before looking back at me, his eyebrows softening. his lips parted as he licked them lightly. instinctively, my eyes dropped down to look at the floor.
he reached into his pocket to grab his phone and the two boys walked slowly toward me.
"here.." alex said. "you should see this."

without moving my head, i shifted my eyes to see the bright screen. it was a twitter thread. the first tweet contained two pictures. i took the phone gently from alex's hand and stared closely, realising that i was in the photos. they were taken from afar at the park where the meet and greet happened. one was of me talking to ani and the other was of me and levi sitting together at the bench.

morgan @quxckity01
yoooo guys i'm pretty sure i literally saw y/n at the meet and greet???? i think it's her? she actually came but i don't think anyone knew ahsvsgsgv

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a @abycadaby_ • 3h
replying to @quxckity01
OMG IS THAT ACTUALLY HER???? I WENT TO THE MEET AND GREET TOO BUT I DIDNT SEE HER NOOOOOOO
WHO IS THAT GUY WHOS WITH HER THOUGH???
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sarah @sarahduckx • 2h
IT WAS HER i was so surprised too omg i had no idea she was gonna be there but i met her and she took a picture with me and my friends!! she's so sweet!!
also, they said he's her boyfriend! i was honestly really rooting for her and alex but as long as she's happy, i'm happy too. just glad that she's doing okay.
here's the pictureee
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the next following replies were filled with surprised tweets and confusion as to why it was never announced that i was coming along for the meet and greet and why i had sat down away from it all for almost the entire time. other replies wondered who the mysterious boyfriend was and were asking for if anyone knew who he was.
it was then that i saw what it was that alex and aksel were freaking out about. the truth.

lily @lilyemcallistar_ • 1h
FUCK. this is really bad. i recognise the guy who is with her and if it's true that he's her boyfriend then she's in some serious danger of some fucked up mental and emotional shit if it hasn't already happened. 1/5
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lily @lilyemcallistar_ • 1h
!!PLEASE SHARE THIS AROUND!!
his name is LEVI RIVERIA. he is 18 and moves around a lot because of his parent's jobs. since he always knows he will never stay for long, he likes to mindfuck girls. 2/5
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lily @lilyemcallistar_ • 1h
he is a manipulative piece of shit who breaks girls hearts. first, he'll choose his target and try to get close with them. then, he'll adapt to be 'her type' by playing the role of all these personalities until he finds the one that she likes the best. 3/5
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lily @lilyemcallistar_ • 1h
oh. you like sweet guys? no problem. you like bad boys? no. problem. at. all. he will be whoever you want him to be just to make you fall in love with him and one day up and leave without a trace just to mess with you. it's all just a game to him. it's what he does for fun. the same thing happened to my best friend. 4/5
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lily @lilyemcallistar_ • 1h
SHE FELL HEAD OVER HEELS FOR HIM AND AFTER HE LEFT, SHE WENT THROUGH SO MUCH FUCKING PAIN AND IT HURT SO BAD TO SEE HER LIKE THAT.
levi is sick. a sick, conniving, evil son of a bitch. he's sick and he needs to be stopped. 5/5
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b @beebeegocraycraylol • 1h
shit. this is exactly what happened to my friend too. the guy's name was also levi. i didn't know that this is just what the guy fucking does. just thought he was an asshole who ran away because he couldn't handle the relationship becoming so serious. he fucking made a promise to marry my friend once they were both 18 but disappeared on her bday.

my lips and chin were trembling. tears were forming in my eyes but i wouldn't let them fall. not again. not for him. not for levi.

i read as every other person replying to the thread tagged my dead twitter account either to make sure i see this or to send me concerned messages, hoping that i'm okay and safe. although i hadn't used my account for ages after deleting the app on my phone a while back, i was grateful there were still people looking out for me despite knowing i wouldn't see it unless alex and aksel were to show me.

"y/n?" aksel finally broke the silence.

i looked up at them, their eyes glassy.
"so... he lied about every single fucking thing he said." my head nodded slightly in disbelief.
"well... there's that then. the bitch is a master manipulator and the entire FUCKING time he was just.. just analysing me like i was some test subject.... god i can't do this anymore. i just want to go home."

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hey babes!! well, here's part 22!!!
it's been so long and i'm sorry that this part kinda ends abruptly lol
i just kinda wanted so show that y/n is completely done with the bullshit and is so drained emotionally that she just can't find the energy to flip out or react in the way that others might expect her to

i've noticed that recently this story has just gotten a huge influx of new readers and i wanna say THANK YOU ALL
i read every single one of your comments and i'm sorry it takes me so long to put out new chapters but your comments are really what keep me going. please keep commenting because so many of your comments are so fucking hilarioussss

on another note, i think this story might come to an end within the next couple parts since the drama and complications have all almost past and it's mainly a matter of resolution and just wrapping it up now :)
i want to try getting the parts out faster but ngl, i'm finding it kind of difficult to write and think of things that would be entertaining so uh, if you have any good ideas then be sure to shoot me a message if it means it will prolong this story for just a little bit longer because quite frankly, i'll be sad when it does end

once again, if you're still reading this then i appreciate you so much and thank you all again <3