Ruby Red Tears

Chapter 8, The Noble House of Black

(TW: 18+ content in this chap, and also some toxicity just the first long paragraph though)

"Help", I tried to scream but no sound left my lips. I felt a cold filigran hand around my throat another one in my neck. I wanted to open my eyes and escape that nightmare but I couldn't. I tried to beat around me but my limbs where frozen. What was happening? Cold sweat began to wetten my body and I exhaled heavily at least I could still breathe. Keep calm Ffur and think , I tried to motivate myself , You don't know what's happening but if someone wanted to kill you they would've done that by now- you're intelligent, you're brave, you're clever you'll find a way out of this situation. As I tried to move my arm one last time concentrating on it with all my thoughts and thinking that I might have moved it a little bit I felt a warm puff of air under my right ear and held my breath. The cold fingers around my neck loosened their grip while the pones around my throat just moved upwards to grab my chin. I felt lips on my ear and someone started to whisper "Did you tell them anything about me the evening in your common room?", the raspy voice whispered and a shiver run down my spine, the voice belonged to Bella. "Oh I'm sorry my dear - I forgot that you aren't able to talk" her light laughter vibrated on my neck. "But you don't have to talk at the moment Ffur", she added and her long finger stroked my jawline. "I thought about you the whole time and today Cissy asked me where I had been all the hours I wasn't with her so I thought she might know something and tell our parents about it. As much as I love to be with you - no one and I mean no one is permitted to find out our little secret. I was in the fire of your common room yesterday's evening and I hear that you wanted to say something and then I had to go. You didn't know how afraid I was that you might've telled anything to your weird friends. My family values perfection and you are all other than that- you're not a pureblood, you're a Gryffindor and a woman like me and all of that are things that make you beautiful to me but The Noble house of Black can't stand people like you", I wanted to reach my hand out to her and I could reach her elegant finger which still were place above my collar and I laid my hand on hers, Bella's hand shivered a bit "people like me." , she finished her sentence. Now that I could move my body I pointed towards my mouth and felt Bella's lips on mine, I shook my head smiling and she understood and lifted the spell that made me speechless. I finally opened my eyes and looked right into hers "How did you get here Bella? This is the Gryffindor girl dorm" she lifted her head and her hair titillated my face "That doesn't matter now but no one can hear us" she bowed down and kissed me. I flipped her around and she gasped as she laid underneath me. "You're not the only one that likes to play with fire Bella" I whispered as I kissed her neck. Following the line of her neck and down to her collarbones the smell of flowers wasn't just a smell it was a taste. I followed the middle of her body, kissed the place between her breasts down to her stomach and as I wanted to go further she grabbed my head and kissed me while she placed her other hand between my legs. Her cold hand made me shiver and I was no longer wet because of anxiety but of arousal. As Bella's hand started to made her way underneath my panties I exhaled heavily and her dark brown eyes looked into mine smiling because she knew exactly what she did there. It wasn't our first time sleeping with each other but every time we did it felt like a first time. Her cool fingers made me feel fire and sparks and her eyes seemed to smoulder as she observed me. I couldn't look away from her and I couldn't stay silent as her fingers danced over my sweet spot. I pulled the blanked over my head and bit into it but Bella pulled it away "I want to see the pleasure I give to you" she said and I couldn't reply just scream as I reached my climax and tears rolled over my cheeks and I laughed and Bella joined me. "Now it's your turn" I still said out of breath. I continued kissing her down and luckily she wasn't wearing anything anymore. Her _ was warm and weirdly also tasted like some sort of flower a flower that smells extremely and blooms in the dark. I tried to reach every part of her with my tongue and grabbed her thighs with my hands as I tasted her sweet »juice« and moved my tongue in circles and up and down similar as she had done with her fingers earlier. Bella pushed my head nearer and laughed loudly, she always was the louder and shameless one, so that I could barely breathe. I only inhaled her and some air. As Bella came she screamed so loud that I was afraid the spells would stop working. We spent the whole night lying by one another without sleeping a minute and as I woke up she was gone.

Transfiguration Class the next day

"Mrs. Violette could you please stop sleeping and instead try to contribute to the lesson?" Professor McGonagall asked me with a raised eyebrow. "I'm sorry Professor" I answered. "For real Ffur" Lily whispered as the Prof walked away "You did go to bed earlier than I did and you seem the sleepiest out of us all" she said and let her view scroll through the room and stopping in James direction. I smiled thinking back at my night. "Maybe I just need more sleep than you do Evans" I mocked her "Or maybe your still in your dreamy James bubble that you don't need sleep or water or food anymore and you've become a Potter obsessed Vampire" "OH shut up Ffur!" She kicked me underneath the table.

As I walked out of class someone bumped into me and left something on the floor. I already wanted to scream back at them and tell them I lost something but then I saw my name on the small package. I opened it later on when I was alone and saw a small silver chain with a black stone on it framed in the black stone, there was an even smaller green one.
Besides it there was a small letter:

For Ffur my flower,
As I saw this necklace I had to think of you. I want you to keep and wear it and whenever you touch it you'll have to think of me and if you want you'll be able to see me even if I'm somewhere else. The green stone made me think of your eyes.
Bella

A week later

"My Mom writes me many letters lately and she kind of gets more and more stuck into her pureblood mania and Cissy's new boyfriend Lucius and his family aren't helpful either" Bella complained scuffling her hair. She seemed completely dissolved as often lately. Looking far away over the lake drying her tears in the breeze. Her eyes stared into the water and she almost didn't blink. After a long period of time remaining silence Bellatrix slowly turned her head around and looked me in the eyes. Her brown eyes weren't full of fire and thoughts and love as usual but seemed stirred up as the waves of the lake. She looked me up and down, pulled her hair looked at the great lake and then back at me "Why am I here? "She asked slowly. I laughed but Bella didn't she just repeated herself "Why am I here? " I reached out to her but she didn't let me. "Why am I here?" "Don't you remember Bellatrix? Bella?" she didn't say anything so I grabbed my wand. *mementomei* blue waves a cured over Bella face-the spell worked.
She blinked "Ffur! I saw you running towards me and saying Hey Ms. Black with a smile on your lips. I saw us in front of a fire you said you love me. Do you love me Ffur?" I looked at her questioning my love looking vulnerable for once. I answered "Yes I do."