Fallen Angel

FALLEN ANGEL (Part 4)

My memories loves you, It ask about you Everytime. But in reality it's different.

I saw him being someone else's man.There's nothing he can ever do to lose my love.Because, he already did lost.Im left with nothing, He left me for someone else.He made the decision for the both of us on his own and it’s not fair).I heard "hey, are you ok!? open your eyes.What's your name
?Hey girl!?”.When i opened my eyes,i could see myself around  doctors,doing some treatment for me.I asked “what happened to me ?!” Doc said “Your bleeding heavy.You fainted and you got hit by a truck.Your back head is injured. Dont worry , you'll be ok.Do you know anyone in here to contact them?” I said, “big no .I dont know anyone here”.(doc thinks i must be in pain. Yes, of course am in pain but not in my head.The pain is in my heart. Right now, all i want is to go back home and wanna cry on my sister's lap). I was in observation for three days in Kashmir and finally am allowed to go back home.I paid my bills and i was about to get out of the hos.But cheif doc wants to meet me. I was scared because doc may not allow to discharge me so i went off without doc's knowledge. left all my dreams and my questions unanswered, i reached Chennai. My parents and my sister was so much shock and worried to see such bandages and wounds all over me.I made them calm bcoz i dont want my pain to affect them.But i said everything to my sister and she was ready to kill jaan with half heart.Months gone by, I stopped texting him. Did'nt answer any of his calls.I just ignored him. One day i received a post letter from him,it says: “Wtf, why are not answering me? what's wrong?Im worried here about you!Im coming to see you next month.I hope your alright and nothing bad Happened to you”. Im also waiting to meet him in person bcoz there is alot to say and give back. (Ouch, my head!!! after this accident, I feel like my head is gonna blast.due to over thinking and depression ,Im having headaches often.Shit life sucks).WHY DO PEOPLE FAKE LOVE? If once your gone ,then stay gone .

Your eyes will speak the truth, when everything else is a lie.

100+ msg's from him . His messages were received, seen and ignored successfully. I was eagerly waiting to meet him because, Im not a love sick puppy. I've always been good at “paying back”.  If he knows to play with my feelings, then i should let him know that “Im the coach" .Apart from all this , somewhere deep inside i still need him. I wish all this were nothing but a lie. When i close my eyes for a second, i could feel him beside me. I can't believe that those beautiful eyes were untrue. If there is no way to unlove someone, then how can someone fake love? (Door bell rings and my dad opened the door. I heard someone saying “Im here to meet your daughter”). Dad welcomed him inside and my sister was already there. Dad asked her “Do you know him?”. she kept quite but he answered “not this girl. Im here to meet my girl! I mean your elder daughter! ”.Dad was stun hearing this .Dad called my name and I arrived.( now I've to handle this. If not, things will go wrong). I came and said “Dad, i knew him and lemme handle this”. ( Excused me and i took Jaan to my room). I locked the door coz i don't want others to involve in my stuff. Before saying anything, I could feel him getting close to me with lots of confusions in his mind. He held my face in his hands and asked me “WTF ! What happened? these bandages? What you did to yourself?”.I pushed him away and i said “its nothing compared to what you did to me”. He said “whats wrong???? I've cancelled all my work and I am here on my special leave only for you!! why are you behaving like this? what's wrong with you? Ena d breakup Pana plan podriya?”.
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With full of tears I said “Yep. Breakup..This is what you want right? And I was so easy to be replaced right?
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His eyes turned red. He said “STF.. Stop speaking nonsense and tell me what happened?”...

There is nothing sweet as a comeback, when your down and out, about to lose and out of time.

He: Just tell me what happened? Why didn't you reply to all my text? what's wrong with you? why are you behaving like this? I left all my work and am in my special leave only for you? why don't you understand this and what's the bloody problem?
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Me: I came to Kashmir to surprise you. But as usual I was the one who was super surprised!!
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He: You came to meet me ? Then why didn't you meet me ? Why didn't you tell me ?
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Me : I tried to reach you out. But you were so very busy with your new gf.. I saw everything from far. I know that you have another girl in your life and why tf you did this to me?
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He : So you saw everything and you assumed that I'm in love with her right ?
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Me : Enough Jaaan!! what else should I think?. And now you gonna say that it's all my illusion right? (I lost my control and I slapped him).
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He : (furious.. he tried slapping me in turn but he didn't..) Why on Earth you ever don't believe me?
She proposed me and she was drunk ..so I can't make her understand anything. Plus, she is Colonel's daughter. So I can't go rough with her because this might affect my work. She is in love with me but I'm bloody in love with you (in love with the most senseless creature).
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Me: (ayayo..Pochu..adichiten vera..sumave Ivan aaduvan..ipo kekave vena .Ayo moraikurane ^_^.. Samalipom). I still don't believe you Jaaan...
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He : Apa saavudi... (Smiles). Listen baby, If I will ever love a girl other than you ,then it would be.....!
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Me : our child right?
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He : nope..your sister ( laughs) . Kidding. Do you even have brain? How can you imagine like this? I'll never leave you peacefully.. Never gonna happen d.. now tell me what happened to your head ?
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Me : Within no time, I hugged him. (I'm so stupid that I mistook everything.This what happens in long distance relationship because every time you'll be in fear of losing your love. Distance has the power to create misunderstandings easily). SORRY JAAN.( kissed his hands and said sorry and I skipped the accident part because I know he would kill me).

You know your in love when you can't fall asleep because finally reality is better than dreams.

So finally, Everything was sorted. While he was still questioning me about my wound, my dad knocked our room door. I rushed up to open the door and i saw my dad was angry.(Finally, its time to reveal the mystery. Its time to intro the love of my life to my dad). Being a man, Jaan took a step forward to talk with my dad. He said, “Uncle, Im in love with your elder daughter. Im in love with her from the past four years and i already know everything about her. I didn't prepare anything to convince you but, whatever im saying now is true. Im here because, i dont wanna lose her at any cost. As you know now, I love your daughter very much. Can i marry her with your permission?”. (im so dead now. Fingers crossed.My dad was lookin' at me and now I've to speak).Dad asked me “Who is this guy and is this all true ?”. I said “Yes papa. He was my friend and then it turned into love”. (dad started questioning everything about Jaan). Jaan himself said "Im Jaan and from Kerala basically. We are seven in our family. And Im an commando in Indian Army.Dont worry, there wont be any difficulties in my job because i work as an Commando field trainer. This is it in brief”. (Jaan was asked to leave and its time for me to make my dad understand) .I said “Papa, you won't actually find any reasons to reject Jaan except the religion thing. Please dad, We may not share the same god but definitely he will share his everything only with me. I can't marry someone else just to make you happy. I can't fake my entire life. I want him and i want only him. Please papa, for once get out of this religion thing. Dad, he is not only my love. He is also my best friend. It's a blessing to fall in love with our best friend and I'm lucky. Papa, if you will accept our love ,I swear you won't regret it later”. (Dad didn't speak anything but still lil bit confused).

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To be continued
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