Fallen Angel

FALLEN ANGEL ( Part 6)

You never realize death until you realize love

Jaan said everything to my sister and I can't explain in words how she felt after hearing this....But, Jaan know it very well that how much I would be wanting to see him, when I open my eyes... Jann didn't go anywhere.... He was with me.... Sitting beside me... Waiting for me to open my eyes..... After an hour later, I opened my eyes...I could see Jaan face near me...(OMG ...why I am always often, undoubtedly falling in love with his eyes ....I bet no one else can make me feel the way he do, through his eyes)  I asked him, what happened? ...He said, " Nothing...as usual you just ruined our trip. Be honest you did this because I was flirting with your sister right?"
I smiled and said "I love you "....Hearing this he tried to walk away but I hold his hands... I said " you promised me that, you would never leave me ? But now you are trying to walk away from me .why?......

He has no reaction and came closer to me.... He uttered "I'm not going anywhere....I promise, there is nothing in this world that has the power to take you away from me.... (he cries)....

After hearing all this, I realized that something fishy ....I tried to convince him ...he said "Hey enemy, always remember that, you are the one whom I love the most and will always love ....My love for you will never fade... Wherever you will go ? Promise I will accompany you there.... " I love you di"......
( He hugged me and layed with me in my bed ....I can feel his grip .....not even a second ,he stepped away from me ....WHAT HAPPENED TO ME ????......)

My feelings for you is a never ending feeling

(Two years later). Hey Reader's, This is Jaan. Do y'all know where am heading to? Haha. Yes, I'm going to Chennai as it's your Angel's birthday today. I promised her that I'll be meeting her today and I'm already late. uff. So let's go. Im gonna reach there in Bullet, which is her Fav. (as Jaan started riding he met a girl in highways. She stopped his bike for help)

Jaan: hey what's your name and what's wrong?

Riya: Sir my name is Riya. My car repaired and I couldn't start my car. Can you please help me?

Jaan: Sure. Lemme see. (Jaan check the car and figures a problem in the engine which needs a mechanic to sort it out)

Riya: OMG. I am in a hurry and  I have to reach Chennai in time, as it's my brother's marriage today.

Jaan: Ma'am, am also going to Chennai. I don't mind dropping you, do you mind?

Riya: Not at all sir. Thank you so much. (both starts their journey while Jaan was humming “kurukku siruthavale” song, his fav song. On hearing this) Sir, you look very happy today ? Any special reason?

Jaan: Yes, I'm very happy today. It's a special day, so..

Riya: May I know what made this day very special to you?

Jaan: haha. It's's my girlfriend's birthday today and I'm going to meet her. Soo that's why it's special.

Riya: Wow. That's great. Your traveling all the way from Kashmir  to Chennai just to meet your girlfriend.Aww. I think she means a lot to you, doesn't she?

Jaan: Obviously Yes. She's my love, friend, enemy, baby and everything. What we share is just not only love. It's something more than love.

Riya: OMG. Does this kinda love still exists? Very much surprising. BTW, why do you love her this much? I mean she is also a normal girl right?

Jaan: We exist and she isn't a normal girl. Not to my eyes. She is the only creature on Earth who'll fight with me 24/7 and still choose to hold my hands. I can't even begin to describe how much she means to me. Everytime i meet her ,she touches my soul and leaves a mark on it. Who else can do this? Her smile gives me butterflies whenever I see 'em. One second with her is better than a million elsewhere. Do you understand? I LOVE HER undoubtedly.

Your never too far away

Riya: I wish, I had a boyfriend like you. Lol.

Jaan: Sorry, I'm already taken and my girlfriend would kill me, If I will eye on some other girl.

Riya: I was kidding sir. If you don't mind, can I meet your girlfriend? I wanna tell her how much lucky she is.

Jaan: Yes, Please. You can tell her, how much lucky she is .( Apo tha en arumai Purium avaluku). Lol. I'll take you to her. Let's meet her first and then I'll drop you in home. What do you say?

Riya : Alright. Let's meet your girlfriend First .

( Jaan takes Riya to meet our Fallen angel)

Jaan: Finally, here you go  Miss. Riya.

Riya: Sir, are you kidding me ? Why did you brought me here ? Is this is a joke to you?

Jaan: Definitely not. You said you wanna meet my Girlfriend right . This is were she resides now.

Riya: Sir? ( She cries. She can't speak anything because Jaan took her to the grave yard. Yes,  our fallen angel is in her grave now. She is no more ) what happened to her?  When?

Jaan: Two years back, she left us. She was tested with brain tumor, and hardly she survived four months. Poor girl. Two years back, the same day I gifted her a puppy, and now he will also be missing her. Every special day like her birthday, Valentine's Day, New year, Christmas I'll be coming here to meet her.

Riya: Sir, Why didn't you tell me this before. You were talking like as if she is alive. Why?

Jaan: Because to me, she is still alive. She is never too far from me. She lives in my memories. We both have not been blessed with a lifetime of togetherness. But, the days we've spend together are more than enough. Physically I can't see her anymore. But, every single day I can feel her vibe with me.

Riya: You miss her. Don't you? Sir, this shouldn't have happened! And your acting like you don't miss her ? ( She burst out in tears ) why god never allows anyone to be Happy always?

Jaan: (A dump smile, teary eyes)

I guess they're called moments because they don't last very long

Riya thinks that Jaan is acting like he's not missing his gf. But Jaan confesses:

JAAN: (teary eyes with a big smile). Is this a question Miss.Riya? How would I not miss her? She was and will always be the beat of my heart and soul of my body. Do you know how much difficult it's for me to sleep every night by knowing that even tomorrow I will not be able to see her? I feel like I'm searching for something that isn't lost!

RIYA: Sir, I'm sorry. I know how much it hurts but what makes you keep going?

JAAN: Her love, Her wish, Her desires and finally this handwritten letter from my Fallen angel

(again, two years back to where we left).

DOC: Her condition is worse. We tried our best but everything is outta our hands. BRACE YOURSELF!

(Hey friends! Did y'all miss me? haha. It's your Fallen angel. I tried to make you happy but I am sorry. I failed! I think now you all know what happened to me. Friend's, do y'all know where I am now? YES, I am in my deathbed. I'm in my last hours of my life. I can hear my dad, mom and my lil sister weeping out there. I want to tell them not to cry.This is the first time in my entire short life am letting them cry this much. I love my family very much. But Jaan!! I wish I'd never met him because he didn't deserve this. Her deserves a better life. He deserve someone who has a long span of life. I must apologize to him. I want to see him one last time. OMG, I could see him entering into the hospital room)

Me:(locked our hands). I'm sorry for all this !

JAAN: Nothing is your fault (cries). I didn't expect this to happen. Maybe, forever was meant for memories and not for people.The coffee will taste the same without you but, you won't be there sitting in front of me and sharing the same cup. Even, sun will rise and set without you but you shoulder's won't be there to lean on and watch that sight from. Still everyday I'll be writing letters to you but you won't be there to read them. My life will be the same like before. The only difference is, you won't be there to share it with. It's like I will be standing under the roof even after the rain stops. Yen di?
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To be continued
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