Fallen Angel

FALLEN ANGEL (Part 5)

I can't to walk down the streets , your hands in mine.

Jaan went back to his camp and two days later i went to hospital for some check-up because i can't bear this headache. I planned to go with my sister but she was busy .So dad accompanied me to the hospital. I went through some scan procedures and then me and dad returned home. I was relaxing myself and dad offered me a cup of tea and said “Do not stress yourself. I don't like that guy because you know the reason. But if is this gonna be your decision then am definitely not against it”. (for a second i was stunned. What am i hearing is true? Is he actually accepting Jaan or its just my illusion? Oru vela idh nama mana brandhiyo? nope..He did accept Jaan).OMG, papa. (hugged him and i touched his feet). I was outta this world. Immediately i made a call to Jaan. Thank god he picked up. I said “Dei, Dad said ok. He is not against us. Hurray.! Finally we made it.Thug, We are going to get married and im gonna torture you the entire lifetime”. He was very much happy and said “Adiyei, im happy but did you asked your dad about the idea of also marrying your sister? lol. Actually one is not my lucky number. so i need two or three at least”. (he is evil and very much sarcastic). He will pay for this later. After all, he gonna spend his entire life with me. So I'll have ample of time to take revenge (Mavana maatna da nee).The happiest part of any love story is “convincing your parents”.This really means alot. Not only in India, all over the world most of the parents are against love marriage because few of us are giving them a bad example of love. But when your love is pure and if your clear about what you really want in life, you can make anyone understand. Lemme relax live this happy moment..(uff, its a long day and my headache is still on..lemme sleep for some time .. GOODNIGHT EVERYONE!! ).   

I would not wish any companion in this world, but for you.

We all were so happy. We planned to convince jaan's parents , a year later. Inbetween me, jaan and my sister planned a trip to Himalayas. My dad was not ready to send me alone with jaan. So my sister also gonna come with us ...It was end of November, we reached Kathmandu, a major city near Everest....As you all already know that I'm not a big fan of hotels.... We set up a tent and some fire... Me and my sister don't even know ABC in cooking. But my Jaan is a great cook. He grilled chicken along with roti.....Post dinner, Me and my Jaan was waiting for my sister to sleep, so that we could spend some quality time. But she didn't sleep. Rather she asked me to sleep, as  if Jaan wants to spend time with her(should I kill her?) ....we started arguing and suddenly Jaan said, "Both of you shut. I can handle both of you. So what's the issue?"....lol. Hearing this, me and my sister pushed him down and kicked him. (that nitgh was filled with lots of smile and cute Lil fights ......

The best thing to hold onto life is each other

It was really cold outside, So we went inside the tent....I was laying in the middle of them....haha. As usual they both started flirting with each other ......like

Jaan : Hey Baby!! Your comfortable?

Me : Yes.... I'm good.

Jaan : Who asked you idiot? I asked to my sweet Machinichi  ( sister-in-law) .....

Sis : Mama....Yes I'm comfortable but I don't like she is laying in between us ....

Jaan : what to do?  She has born to disturb us....she is a real mess.. ( I pinched Jaan and he screamed in pain ) (unnaku theva tha da ) lol ....Ouch! It hurts idoit ...I'm in good mood, Stop messing now...

Sis : Mama, you Wanna say something?

Jaan : Yes, I Wanna say this
"Unnodu naan irundhaa
Ovvoru mani thuliyum
Marana padukkaiyilum
Marakkaadhu kanmaniyae "

Sis : So sweet of you Mama , But Nama yapa onna vaazindhom? ( Aniyanyama pesuranae)  lol ....

Hearing all this,  I was done with their flirting... I walked out of the tent , as I definitely know Jaan would follow me. He said " Come on, I was just kidding...Cool baby". I Starred at him and suddenly I fell down. Jaan reached me to the ground and took me in his arms and he says " Are you okay? What happened?”. Within no time my nostrils started bleeding. I couldn't bear the pain . For the first time, I saw  tears in my Jaan's eyes .
Both were frightened . I was holding his shirt collar and said " Don't leave me" and fainted.

It's gonna be like breathing through the pain without you

(Your Fallen angel is unconscious now). I was bleeding heavy from my nostrils. Even though, I was not in conscious still, I could feel the pain. I could hear Jaan saying “open your eyes. Don't scare me! We are heading to the hospital and everything is gonna be alright. Stay with me please !!”. Luckily we are in the middle of the city so, it was possible for us to reach the hospital in time. Eventually, my condition was worse and I was admitted to the hospital as an inpatient. (Jaan and my sister was very much worried about me). The treatment was going till morning finally, after full diagnosis Jaan was called inside the doctors cabin:
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Jaan: Doc, how is she? what happened to her?
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Doc: Sit down. You have to listen to me very carefully. Before that, tell me who she is to you?
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Jaan: She is my fiance. Now tell me what happened to her?
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Doc: Sorry to say this.. Mr....!!
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Jaan: WHAT???? PLEASE, WHAT?
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Doc: Your fiance is diagnosed Brain tumor!
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Jaan: (with a dump face, teary eyes) Are you kidding me? This shouldn't be happen!! No way!!
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Doc: Sorry. Please brace yourself. She is in her 4th stage now. We can give treatment but..
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Jaan: But what??
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Doc: All we can do is to expand her life 12 to 13  months from now. Try to understand, alreadt the cancer have started spreading to other organs also.
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Jaan: (tears.. Emptiness..) Can I see her now ?
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Doc: Yes. She is still unconscious but you can see her. Talk to her and take care of her..
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(JAAN walks in to the ICU to meet his Angel . What will he speak to her? Will he let her know about her condition? What gonna happen to this beautiful couples? )
Stay tuned .