Fallen Angel

FALLEN ANGEL ( Part - 2)

"It's you. when all my dreams comes true, the one I want next to me is you" :
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It was early morning 4 a.m in Paris. Still your Fallen angel is in his arms...
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When I opened my eyes, for the first time, we were too close... His hair were dancing along with the music of the wind. I caressed his air just like he used to do with mine...
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Still he is in a deep sleep.I hugged him tight like there is no tomorrow... My grip made him awake.. He asked me "what happened? " in a husky voice...
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Tears were rolling in my eyes...I wet his chest with my tears . He was scared. He pushed me gently and stood up. He was Hella confused. Questions were starting running in his mind on seeing my tears ..He started questioning himself like :
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>What made her cry suddenly?
>What did I do? Is she crying because I kissed her last night or caressed her hair while she is asleep?
>Did I crossed my limits? what if she dont love me or just stop loving me??
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He took my hands in his and looked at my eyes with full of confusion and asked me "what made you cry ?"
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I replied "fear of losing you".. Hearing this he smiled and was stun a bit . He said "Podi lusu" ( kinda funny ) and hugged me ..nah he literally crushed me with his love ...lol... Have y'all ever been in a fear of losing someone? How you will live without that one person with whom you have build a dream Castle?
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These questions haunted me. I ran out of words but still my eyes spoke everything...
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He said "don't cry. I am not going anywhere. We may be in distance but not distant. Let's get married soon and will start our beautiful journey. Now stop crying and give me my morning pills" which he indirectly meant morning kiss..
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I placed my first kiss in his forehead and hugged him. I closed my eyes for a second and I realised that I have found a love which equals my dad's love. Every girls dream is to marry someone who will love her like her dad. I felt overwhelmed and lucky ...
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We captured more than hundred pictures together in a day. I'm always a great fan of pictures because "a person may change but the moments captured together will never" ....

"Sometimes waiting is the hardest thing of all"
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"I love our story. Sure it's messy , but it's the story that got us here". "I Love You my Valentine"(we fell in love early. We even kissed and spend a night together but this is the first time am saying "I love you" to him).
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Now it's time to get back home. We flew down to our country. He booked a cab for me to get me home safely. He couldn't come with me to drop me home because, he was in a hurry as his holidays are almost over and he have to get back to work now.
He set my luggage in the car and now your fallen angel have to leave her Prince charm. He gave me a sweet nudge and a warm hug with the forehead kiss. The car started moving. Lil by Lil his face, his smile, his hug, his presence ,everything is getting far from me. But not his love. I can't take in home with me but I am taking all is love with me. Not only is love, his memories, the warmth, those kisses, his handprints on my hair and finally a painting of us..
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Once I reached my home, I took my shower and sat for dinner. Remembering the same food we shared, I started smiling. My Parents noticed and my dad started questioning about my trip. As i lied to my parents, I told them that I'm going for an onsite business trip. lol .I replied my dad like "it was soul done" instead of "it was all done"..left them in confusion..lol..Time for bed.. I was laying on my bed remembering the night I spent with them in the park.. my mum came inside my room to greet me good night.. she noticed that i was not ok!! (mother for a reason).. she didn't ask me anything. she just put a blanket on and went. Because she knew that I'll never say the reason.. My heartfelt empty without him and tears again.. These blankets reminds me those arms, as his arms are the only blankets I want to cover myself..What makes me even more sad is, I have to wait the whole year to meet him again. As he is a commando in Indian army, he will only be available once in a year. He can't text me often. He'll text me once in a month or once in 15 days.. no video calls,no text messages,no good morning/night kisses, no more cat fights for year. I MISS HIM ALREADY 😭

"Love marriages are a rare success in India "
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Two months later :
Hurray ! Happy anniversary mom and dad. Your the best .Yes it's my parents 23rd anniversary. I and my sister planned a surprise for them. We booked a party hall in Taj (which sucked my 5 months salary but worth it .Anything for my parents).. The party was organised. All of their friends were invited and my mom was so happy as she is seeing them after 10 years. They were enjoying the party...
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I and my sister sat alone in the corner of the bar and the conversation fired on...
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She: how long you gonna keep your love as a mystery ?????
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Me: shut up. I know when to open up this!!!..
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She: when???????????
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Me: Maybe two years later ......!
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She: Whaaaaaat???? I can't wait that long. If once you get married, then only dad will think about my marriage (as i already found my man) lol...
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Me: I know you are too much eager for your marriage. But sorry.. I can't help. He is too busy. It's been 2 months now. Still I didn't receive a single text from him. Plus,he got his promotion just after our Paris trip (haha I'm a lucky star) lol. So, he's into his work completely and I don't think he will think about our marriage now. So stop making a scene...
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She: Stop saying reasons. You should marry him ASAP or I will. Already he once asked me to marry him and I've no issues.. So don't lose your life to me (says in a sarcastic way)...
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I gave her a nudge and pleased her to stop speaking nonsense. He is your mama (brother-in-law).. stop eyeing on your mama, you little beast .lol..
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The party got over and we all came back home. My uncle and aunt staying with us today. Uff, I already hate them. We all were sitting and talking about the party and the fun. Suddenly, my aunt started speaking about our neighbours girl who left her parents for her love. My dad started yelling at my aunt for speaking about that girl in front of us (my dad still thinks that me and my sister are innocent .We are spoiled in a silly way ..poor Dad. inumada indha ulagam engala nambudhu😂)

"A successful marriage requires falling in love many times, always with the same person"
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A happy marriage is a long conversation which always seems very short ..But here,🤦🏻‍♀️ we rarely speak 🤷🏻‍♀️..jokes apart, I was scared. What's gonna happen? How am gonna make my dad accept him? We both are not from same caste and same religion!! we don't share same god!! We don't share same tradition!! Our paths are different!! Our family are completely, completely different. He has a big family. very big family. He has to convince each one of them to marry me. He is a mama Boy and he have always been afraid of his dad. I love him so much but, I don't trust this fate. love marriages are a rare success in India. We can't leave our family at the cost of love because, we both have sisters. Our hasty decision may affect their life too. I am worried. Can anyone of you please wipe your "Fallen Angels" tears😭.
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With all this confusions is in my mind, me and my sister went to sleep. She was laying beside me and singing some songs. I asked her to keep quiet or atleast to reduce her volume but as usual she denied. I covered and slept early, as i was too tired in organising the party. Now it was around 1 a.m. A notification popup in my mobile. I was asleep but my sister is a night owl. She checked my mobile and she saw this text:
"Hey Enemy,
it's been 2 months, 2 days, and 1 hour since, I heard your voice. How is my girl there? How is my mama, aththai and my sweet machinichi (Sister-in-law)😉? Hope you all are doing good there! You know what d? Nowadays, I feel like why did I choose this career!? I know I love my career but not more than you.
I wish I could see you daily, hear your voice daily, our catfights, damn I am missing you So much. But tbh I am missing my machinichi more than you 😉😁 tell her that her mama loves her more and misses her more. why didn't you come into my life early? I love nights and you know that. But nowadays my nights are haunting me with your memories😶 remember that I'm always with you❤️have to go now. Cya.. take care d..."

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To be continued
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By,
a Fallen angel....♥