Fallen Angel

Fallen Angel (Part 8)

The story of love is hello and goodbye, until we meet again.

(Have you ever got a letter from your love? How do you feel, when you know that it's gonna be the last letter and last words from them? How can someone believe you even after their death? These questions were running in Jaan's mind after reading his Ginny's letter) Flash back ends.....
Jaan: Miss.Riya! You ask me what makes me keep going right?This  letter i what makes me keep going. She believed in me. I can go drink, become an alcoholic, I have my own deepest reasons to spoil my life. But if i do that, it means I am burying all her dreams, wishes, the trust she had on me along with her. How can I do this to her? When she was alive, I used to try hard to make even her small wishs to come true. Now, I can't just throw all her wishes away only because she is not here to question me. She is here or not, I'll always try to give her the best. This is what called “LOVE FOREVER”. Ending your life because your loved person passes away, will never make them happy. I agree, that it's very hard to live without them. But, it's worse when you even fail to make possible their last wish. As should believed, am gonna take care of a family forever. We might have not got married but still her parents will remain as my in-laws. I'll never let her regret trusting me.
Riya: Hats off to you Sir! I should say this, what you are doing is something beyond imagination. In this world full of justifying suicide, you're giving ample of reasons to live. If Everyone starts approving the written fate, then definitely heartbreaks would be a bearable pain. Your love is nowhere gone. Your making her live in all your deeds.
Jaan: Thanks Miss.Riya.She is not dead until her name is still spoken.Whenever this letter slips from a drawer, it feels like there is a lot left for me to do in this world as she wished. TBH, in life there are no happy endings. Endings are always the hardest part.All we can give is a happy start and happiest middle of everything.Everyone leaves something behind when their time comes to go.Likewise l, she left her love and trust inside me. In this birth I think this is more enough for me to live(touches his Ginny's cemetery and says I LOVE YOU )

Every story goes on with or without that one person.

Jaan to Angel's Grave:
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Life goes on with or without that one person. I may not remember everything in my life but I'll always remember everything you said. Ginny, am sending a harvest of sweet Thanksgiving memories your way. The moments which I fail will never be my end. I'll recollect my thoughts, ideas, ambition and will change my direction. Your memory is the glue that binds us together. Everything am today is because of all the amazing memories we've built. Your memory is where I've lived the best of my life. When time fades and you are no longer with me, what else is left? PHOTOS! You've done a good job Ginny. All the beautiful moments we shared are beautifully captured and I'll relive all those moments when I go through your album. Whatever happened to you I can't change that but, I wish I could've. I can't change the past. The best ever I could do with my past is to make it a beautiful nostalgic memories.

Riya: Are you okay Sir?

Jaan: Why not? I'm trying to be ok. life is all about trying right?. let's go. If we will be here for some more time then she will come out of her Grave and will kill me for talking with a girl. lol.

Riya: LOL. ok let's go Sir.
(Riya was shedding tears but same time she was very much happy to see Jaan and his positive view on life. Late,r Jaan drops Riya at her home and greets her farewell. As soon as Jaan left, Riya rushes to her mom and started crying loud. she said,
“Mom, I've met someone today. He helped me to reach home safe and sound. It was a very quick 4 hours journey but throughout my life I can't forget this journey. I've to get to know about him. Mom, I feel so bad for him. He lost his love two years ago and it seems like she was very much special to him. When I listen to him speaking I feel like he is super matured about life but his eyes tells another story. Every time he says her name any “Ginny” he sheds tons of tears with a smile in the corner of his lips and am so much feeling bad for a mom”.)