night shift || chanhun

I Forgive You

Chanyeol walks fast holding onto Baekhyun's arm trying to get him to a safe place to look at his face. Baekhyun was falling behind almost being dragged by Chanyeol. Once Chanyeol gets to his front door he fumbles with his keys barely being able to process what he just witnessed. "Sit down on the couch. I'll get you ice." Chanyeol demands while frantically heading to his kitchen. Baekhyun nearly doesn't make it to sit on the couch but once he does he lays his head back and sighs. Baekhyun lifts his hand up to touch his face but Chanyeol stops him before he had the chance. "Don't touch that, you'll get an infection. Here, put this on it." Chanyeol says handing the other an ice bag. "Thank you, I'm sorry about all this." Baekhyun says taking the ice and putting it on his face, making an uncomfortable face. "No need to apologize. I just don't understand what I walked into." Chanyeol says sitting down next to his friend. "I was fed up with not being able to talk to you so I texted Sehun to get answers and he grabbed me. I hit him first. I don't know what got into me." Baekhyun explains without looking at Chanyeol. Chanyeol was upset with himself for causing his friend to get into a fight. "I'm sorry Baek. I didn't know you were hurting without me. I should've messaged you." Chanyeol apologizes and his eyes begin to swell. "Of course I would be hurting without you. You're my best friend and we've gone through so much together. And you had just gotten into a weird thing with some guy and... and we... Chanyeol. Please understand that you mean more to me then you think." Baekhyun goes on. "I'm sorry Baekhyun. I didn't think hard enough. I was only thinking of myself." Chanyeol's first tear falls. "I was and still just afraid of my feelings. I don't know who to go to. The two people I would talk to made me feel confused. And we're best friends so I didn't know why I thought of you in that way. I'm sorry. I just don't know how to feel." Chanyeol explains through his tears. Baekhyun sits up putting the ice pack down making eye contact with Chanyeol. "Chanyeol, I forgive you" Baekhyun says leaning closer to Chanyeol, connecting their lips together. Chanyeol was frozen but, kissed back. Their kiss was full of regret, passion, fear, lust, and a taste of blood from Baekhyun. After some time Baekhyun breaks the kiss from the pain. The two look at each other without saying a word. Baekhyun smiles but Chanyeol looks away. "How long." Chanyeol asks. "How long what?" Baekhyun responds. "How long have you waited to do that?" Chanyeol elaborates. "For awhile but I never found the right time. I didn't want to scare you away." Baekhyun confesses. "I see well, let's get you showered. You're a mess. I'll turn the water on for you." Chanyeol says while getting up to leave for his bathroom. Baekhyun felt like he just made the worst mistake of his life.