night shift || chanhun

Deiji

Chanyeol was feeling like he was on the edge. He felt broken, used, empty, and lost. "Why is this all happening at once?" he though to himself over and over again. He wanted answers to why he felt so awful but knew the answers would do nothing but make him feel worse. He hated that he let someone take advantage of him, he wanted to take his body back more than anything. He got out of bed to make himself some coffee trying to wake himself up. He might go out to cheer himself up today. It was hard for him to get dressed and be presentable but he did it for himself. After he walked to the nearest bus stop he got onto the bus to head anywhere it took him. He gets off not knowing where he ended up, walking down to a bar that seemed to be popular. As soon as he walks in the atmosphere pulls him in, taking over his whole body. The smell of alcohol and sweat had an odd familiarity, sadly it wasn't one that brought him comfort. Sitting at the bar he asks for a glass of bourbon because it's already 4 in the afternoon, he figured he could start early. The bar tender hands him the glass and he downs it in seconds, asking for another. The worker looks at him and sit down in front of him. 

"Are you alright? It's a bit early for this kind of drinking. I'm here for another few hours so if you want to talk to someone about it I'm all ears." The bar tender says. Chanyeol sighs and rolls his eyes. "Last time I spoke to a bar tender they ended up sleeping with me and then leaving me to rot. I'm good just leave me be." Chanyeol explains with an annoyed tone. The bar tender laughs and gets the guy another glass. Time passes by slowly to Chanyeol but before he knew it he was five glasses in and it was dark outside. A different worker comes up to him this time, looking like they were ready to kick him out. "Boy, we're about to close for the night. Do you have a way home? Do you need water?" The man says. Chanyeol can't seem to form words so the man gives Chanyeol water and pats him on the back. "I don't know where I am." Chanyeol admits to the worker. "You're about an hour outside of Seoul." Chanyeol nods and then clears his throat. "Okay, thanks." Chanyeol can barely hold himself up. The man sees this and decided to call this guy a ride to avoid any accidents. "Son, can you tell me where you live. I'm going to get you home." The man looks Chanyeol up and down waiting for an answer ready to type the address in. Chanyeol tells the man where he lives and the driver was there in no time. Driving home he thought to himself how he ended up a drunk having to be driven home. He was embarrassed of himself. When Chanyeol gets home the man driving him home had to get out of the car to wake him up. "HEY, you're at your home! Get out of my car!" Chanyeol opens his eyes slowly but then jolts up from the yelling. After getting into his house he forgets to lock the door and passes out on his couch. Around 3am Chanyeol woke up in a cold sweat, breathing heavy. He looks around his dark house trying to figure out where he was, he realized he was home and fell back asleep. After the sunrise the light woke Chanyeol up from shinning right in his face. Squinting his eyes he sits up grabbing for his phone, looking to see if anyone had messaged him. He was sad that nobody said anything even if the two main people that he talks to would only message him if he messaged them first. Getting up to drink water he stumbles a bit but was able to get to his kitchen. Drinking his water, an idea came to him. He was going to find someone to rebound with, he had no idea how to find someone but knew he wanted to have a rebound. After some time thinking Chanyeol figures to go to local bars to try and find someone. His mind was made up, he knew that by tonight he would have someone in his bed. He looked around his apartment and sighed realizing he would have to clean up. After he cleaned his living space he looked at the time and it was already mid afternoon so he figured he could start to get cleaned and dressed up. Chanyeol gets into  the shower to clean up and fell in love with how the hot water felt on his bare skin. Once he was out of the shower he begins to pick out an outfit. The first thing he sees is the outfit that Baekhyun bought for him, he pauses as he is flooded with flashbacks from the other day. He tells himself that it was not his fault for what happened, although he didn't truly believe himself. Snapping back to reality, he decides that he was going to wear the outfit since it was new after all. Once he was dressed he walked over to his full length mirror to fix his hair and make sure he looked alright. He hated what he saw, all he saw was a man who was covering up their own sadness by substance and sex. He couldn't hardly believe this was who was starring back at him. Shaking off his self doubts he starts his way out the door, walking to the bus stop. He arrives at the bar he met Sehun in, feeling reluctant he opens the front door hoping he wouldn't bump into Sehun. The same feeling he had last night rushes over his body, this time he embraces the feeling. Chanyeol decides to sit in the back of the bar to avoid seeing Sehun if he is on shift tonight. After ordering a beer to start of easy rather than hard, he looks around trying to see if anyone was interesting enough to make a move on. Nobody yet. Chanyeol was there for the better half of an hour before a woman walks in with shoulder length hair, a hoodie, no make up, and torn up jeans. Chanyeol was entranced, she was beautiful without any effort. Watching her while trying to see if she was a good choice, she locked eyes with him. She smiles, making Chanyeol freeze and look away as fast as possible. Chanyeol tries to play it off like he wasn't looking at her but heard footsteps approaching. The girl sits down next to Chanyeol and puts her hand on his arm. 

"Were you looking at me?" The girl asks, already knowing the answer. 

"What if I was?" Chanyeol replies trying his best to be calm. The girl smiles and laughs under her breath. 

"Then I would say, Hi, how are you?" The girl says with a smile.

"Yes, I was looking at you. You're very attractive." Chanyeol explains. The girl laughs lightly seemingly interested in Chanyeol. 

"What's your name stranger?" The girl asks.

"Chanyeol, my name is Chanyeol. What about yours hm?" Chanyeol teases. 

"My name is Deiji, as in the flower daisy. My mom loves them." Deiji's smile seemed so pure, Chanyeol smiles back. Deiji seemed to be getting bored of sitting down as she was looking around the bar people watching. Chanyeol does the same, seeing Sehun. Sehun was working at the bar where people were asking left and right for drinks, causing him to move fast and stay on his toes. Chanyeol was stuck starring at him. Sehun looks up feeling like he was being watched and locks eyes with Chanyeol. Sehun holds the stare, feeling his heart drop. Still looking at Chanyeol, he gives him a small smile. Chanyeol could see that Sehun was sad behind the smile, that hurt him. Sehun saw that Chanyeol was with a girl and told himself to look away. Chanyeol was not over this boy. He was brought back to the situation at hand when Deiji spoke. 

"Are you okay? You were starring off into space." Deiji asks. 

"Yeah, yeah, I'm alright. How about we get out of here?" Chanyeol suggests. 

"Your place?" Deiji asks. 

"If that's alright with you, yes." Chanyeol responds, Deiji smiles and nods. 

"I'm going to call a ride, I've had drinks and don't wanna do anything stupid." Chanyeol makes an excuse to avoid having Deiji know he can't afford a car. 

"Good idea, I like the way you think ahead." Deiji compliments. 

The two leave the bar getting into the car, Chanyeol opens the door for Deiji remembering when Sehun did that for him. After the drive back to Chanyeol's house they both sit on the couch waiting for the other to make the first move. Deiji moves closer to Chanyeol making their thighs touch. Chanyeol tells himself to calm down because his heart is beating out of his chest. Chanyeol decides to make the first real move, kissing Deiji. Deiji seems to be into this and sits on Chanyeol's lap, facing him. The kiss becomes heated and Deiji begins to grind on Chanyeol, he can feel himself becoming hard. Chanyeol was ready to go further so he lifted Deiji and placed her on her back getting on top of her. "Is this okay with you?" Chanyeol asks. "Yes it's more than okay." Deiji responds. Chanyeol connects the kiss again placing his hands near Deiji's pants. Deiji smiles and takes off her shirt and sits up and turns around. "Go ahead, take it off." Chanyeol feels way over his head. He never thought he would do this with a girl. Nonetheless, he unclips Deiji's bra and places it on the floor. When Deiji turns around Chanyeol just stares, not knowing what to do. Deiji grabs his hand and places it on her chest. Chanyeol was visibly uncomfortable, Deiji noticed and decided to undo Chanyeol's belt to please him. As she undoes the pants Chanyeol began to zone out, he wasn't up for this anymore but felt bad for leading Deiji on if he were to stop. She takes Chanyeol's pants off, his dick came out so she takes it in her hand and began to give him a handjob. Chanyeol tried so hard to enjoy this, he just couldn't. It felt good of course but he wasn't happy with who he was feeling good with. Chanyeol started to undo Deiji's pants and threw them on the floor. He got out a condom and went to put it on. "Wait, Let me do it." Deiji says, taking the condom from his hands. Placing the condom on, Chanyeol groans. Deiji smirked and laid back down. Chanyeol lines up with Deiji and goes in, making Deiji moan. Chanyeol goes through the motions hearing Deiji moan from him. After some time Deiji tells him she came. "Okay, then I'll finish." Chanyeol says picking up his speed to finish. He let out a groan and pulled out, out of breath. He took the condom off and threw it in the trash. Looking over to Deiji he smiles "Was that alright?" she nods and smiles with him. They both then get dressed and Chanyeol thinks about how to tell her to head home. "Hey, I want to let you know I'm not looking for anything. Can I get you a ride home?" Chanyeol says and offers. "Don't worry hotshot, this was a one time thing for me too. Yes, get me a ride home please." Deiji laughs, her whole personality seeming to change. Chanyeol froze at the nickname since that's what Sehun said to him when they first met. After a short wait Deiji left and Chanyeol got in bed. In the middle of the night his phone began to ring.