night shift || chanhun

What Now

The two laying side by side out of breath and sweaty start to sit up.

"Well, I'm not a virgin anymore..." Chanyeol says.

"You.. you were a virgin?" Sehun seems shocked.

"Yeah. Why?" Chanyeol laughs.

"I would've made it better or at least not on my floor." Sehun laughs.

"Oh please, that was more than I could ever ask for." Chanyeol giggles. 

 "If you say so...." Sehun sighs and gets up off the floor to make sure he doesn't look like he just slept with someone on his living room floor. Chanyeol gets up to do the same. They continue to laugh together because of how funny their first time together went. It was a lot later now as the sun began to set and Sehun felt bad if he sent Chanyeol home just after using him for his pleasure. Sehun debates on letting chanyeol sleep over ending up agreeing to letting him stay the night. 

"Hey it is a bit late, would you like to spend the night? Feel free to say no if you're uncomfortable with that." Sehun asks. 

"Oh, sure. That would be nice." Chanyeol smiles brushing his hair with his fingers. 

"Alright, well shall we head to my room?" Sehun suggests, Chanyeol nods. 

Walking into Sehun's room Chanyeol only thought to himself how he was going to have to sleep in his jeans. Sehun pulls out a drawer with what looked like pjs and began to pull out some clothes. 

"Here you can wear these, I know if it were me I would NOT like sleeping in my jeans." Sehun says as Chanyeol thought Sehun could read his mind. 

"Thank you. I was just thinking that actually haha." 

The two put on their sleep clothes and they both get into Sehun's queen sized bed. Sehun pulls out his phone to check any notifications he might've gotten while he was busy with Chanyeol and sure enough he had a few messages from Yixing. Texting Yixing back seemed like chore but he did so anyways to not seem like a prick. Chanyeol got suspicious about who Sehun was talking to but didn't want to seem clingy so he rolled over to fall asleep. Sehun noticed this so he put his phone down to pay more attention to the boy he just took his virginity from. 

"What's wrong? You don't wanna talk?" Sehun asks in a teasing tone. 

"Well you were busy and I was tired." Chanyeol says rolling back over to face Sehun. 

"You have my full attention talk to me, how are you feeling?" Sehun asks. 

"I'm feeling a bit weird to be completely honest. I never thought I would lose my virginity to somebody I didn't know that well. That leads me to another question.... what does this mean for our relationship? What are we now?" Chanyeol asks almost too fast for Sehun to understand. 

Sehun takes a big breath in and lets it out slowly. "Uhm, I don't really have an answer for you. I wasn't really looking for anything right now... but, you are really special. I have feelings for you of course but, I don't want to rush into anything right now. If it is alright with you maybe we could take things slow?" Sehun explains avoiding eye contact with Chanyeol. 

Chanyeol begins to tear up. " Oh. Yeah. Okay. Sure that is okay with me." Chanyeol smiles to Sehun trying not to cry. Chanyeol turns over and sits up. 

"I think I'm gonna head out actually. I need to be home. I'm sorry I took up your time." Chanyeol starts to get ready and puts his jeans back on.  

"No, Chanyeol. You came into the coffee shop from the bus. Let me at least drive you home." Sehun tries as Chanyeol just shakes his head no grabbing his things and walking out the door. 

Chanyeol walks to the bus stop that was a mile away. Feeling like he was just used for his body, he begins to cry as he took one step after the other. The tears seemed to never have an end. After waiting two hours the bus he needed arrived. Once Chanyeol walked another half mile back to his house he opened his door to the mess and utter darkness his apartment was. Slowly walking through his home he turns on the kitchen light and grabs himself a beer from the fridge. drinking it sip by sip he felt his problems going away. After the can was empty he grabbed another. After four beers he decided he needed to give it a break. Looking at the clock it read 3:42am, Chanyeol sighs and lays his head on the kitchen table. The tears begin to flow again as the growing silence made it seem like he was even more alone then he really was. 

(hey guys... sorry i am so all over the place with this story i am not as active on this account as i used to be. i have also just began my college courses for this semester so i have been preoccupied with schoolwork as well. hope you guys will take this as an update even though it was very short and poorly put together. see you next update.)