night shift || chanhun

I'm Sorry

Sehun was heart broken after seeing Chanyeol with a random girl at his bar out of all places. He was sure it was him who was in the wrong but seeing Chanyeol with someone else hit him with a mountain of emotions. Sehun was never the type to truly pursue anyone, Chanyeol might very well be his first exception.  Sehun watched the two of them leave closely, he tried to see if Chanyeol was actually on a date. Sehun could have sworn he heard Chanyeol say he wasn't interested in girls. Why was he on a date with one? When the door shut behind the alleged couple Sehun's heart dropped. 

"Hey! Are you gonna get me my drink or not punk?!" A man at the bar yelled to Sehun forcing him back into his strange reality. Sehun gets back to making pointless drinks for the rest of his shift. After the bar closed he headed to the back to get his stuff when he pumped into his friend Yixing. 

"Yo, what's going on with you lately? You're not as focused as usual." Yixing explained. "It's nothing. I just haven't been getting enough sleep lately. Trust." Sehun didn't lie to Yixing, he just didn't explain why he wasn't getting any sleep. "I'll believe you but you can talk to me if you're in need of anything. That's what friends are for isn't it?" Yixing smiles, Sehun nods yes to Yixing and packs up stuff walking away. Sehun unlocks his car and gets in, sitting in the silence. It was really late, Sehun started to hate his night shifts. He stares at his phone, tapping on Chanyeol's name. Sehun had enough of waiting so he decided to take the situation into his own hands. The phone rings four times until it stopped and the line was quiet. 

"Hello?" A half asleep Chanyeol was heard on the other side. Sehun's eyes filled with tears, he missed this guys voice. Sehun was relieved Chanyeol picked up. "Hello Chanyeol, I've been waiting to hear from you." Sehun says with a gentle tone. Chanyeol takes the phone away from his ear to look at the caller ID, he rolled his eyes when he saw who he just answered a phone call from. "What do you want this late at night?" Chanyeol asks. "Nothing, I just. Look, I'm sorry for everything that happened. Please meet up with me so I can make it up to you. Not tonight of course because it's late but, sometime soon. Please." Sehun is practically begging Chanyeol. Chanyeol sighs trying to form a mature thought, he was just a few minuets ago in a deep sleep. "I told you I would contact you when I was ready." Chanyeol says and hung up the phone before Sehun could say anything, going back to sleep. "Wai-" Sehun gets cut off by the dial tone, hitting his phone against his hand. "Fuck!" Sehun shouts into his hands. "I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry..." Sehun says repeatedly rubbing his eyes dry from the tears. After some time passes, Sehun was able to drive himself home, the silence eating him alive.  After Sehun gets home he makes himself a drink to try and relax. Vivi jumps up on his lap when he sits on his couch and Sehun smiles. "Vivi, I think I really messed up." Sehun puts down his drink. "What should I do boy?" Sehun says grabbing Vivi's face gently, Vivi licking Sehun's nose. The night was nothing out of the ordinary for Sehun, he just missed Chanyeol. The sun was coming up and Sehun still hadn't gotten any sleep. He looks over to his living room's window and sighs. "Already? I could've sworn I just go home." Sehun gets up and heads to his room. Sehun had no daytime responsibilities so he was able to sleep during the day. Sehun slept like a rock, sleep was his only escape from feeling awful about Chanyeol.