10 dying friends

Day 2

It's day two, after we saw the first one go, the dorms openend. Everyone went to their dorms and slept. We didn't even try to look who was gone, we all heard the scream.
I am shakingly laying on my bed. I didn't think that this event would've touched me so hard. I hear Bey cry through the walls. I curl up in my bed and close my eyes. The adrenaline is gone. I still feel my heart beat hardly. My breath is shaky and I was chattering teeth. I try to empty my head. Trying to forget what just happened.

Around 06.00 a loud alarm sounded. I jump from shock. Confused I look at my surroundings. I hear two loud things fall on the floor. I laugh a bit knowing it are two people. 

"Congratulations on your survival!" The speaker boomed through the dorms. "Wake up now! Over two hours breakfast is served!"
I groan. I slowly let myself fall of my bed. I lay a bit on the floor tired before standing up. I open my dorm room and I see Vaz and Bey just comforting each other. I tiredly wave my hand in the air before leaving the dorm. I walk down the concrete stairs to the room I've named the Death room.
I see a few marks of blood on the floor. I kneel and look at it. I don't really feel an emotion. I just blandly look at it. I recall the events of yesterday. Her screams of help, looking at us with panic in her eyes. It was the first time I saw them. White Glossy eyes, like a blind person. Still she portrayed so many emotions in them. I look a second at the blood before standing up and laying my hand on the door. I want to know what's behind the door, what has happened to her.
I turn around and put my hands in my pockets. With me head down, I walk to the chill room and just sit there.
After ten minutes or so,  Vaz, Photon, Waffle and Bagle walk in. I, again, wave them a hello. "Hi Yoda," Photon greets me. I nod at him. The room falls into an awkward silence.
They decide to go sit, the TV is playing some horror movie. It's about a clown. The clown is just stabbing someone. Some bad acting screaming and CGI blood. Boring.

"Loki didn't like clowns," Vaz said shakily breaking the silence.
"I don't need to be rememberd of the events of yesterday Vaz," Waffle said quietly. I see Vaz breath in and I prepare for a fight.
"We aren't just going to ignore what happenend yesterday right! One of our friends got murdered."
I sniff incredulous. "She wasn't our friend, we knew her just for one day." I see Waffe and Vaz tense up.
"She was our," they almost say in sync. I roll my eyes.
"It isn't smart making friendships in a game were only one will win. Play for yourself." I say monotone.
 I see Vaz laughing defiantly. "So you and Birb aren't friends then? Let me tell her." I tense up. "Leave Birb out this fucking conversation," Photon turns his head to me. "Language," 

I give him the middle finger. 
Photon laughs at me bittersweet.

"Loki was just a normal girl, She's dead, that's a bummer. But she was going to die anyone so get over it dickheads." I say insensitive. I realised too late I went too far.
"Don't talk about Loki that way," I hear someone behind me saying in a familiar voice.

I turn around and see Birb in the hallway with tears in her eyes. I reach a hand out to her and try to find good words. "Birb, I... uhm," I see Birb frown and her lips are trembeling. "Forget it." She says with a shaky voice and storms away. "Birb!" I shout after her. I look at the other four and they look at me with the most angry faces I have ever seen them with. I frown at them and quickly stand up. I run out of the chill room and see Birb running up the stairs. "Birb!" I shout again. She ignores me. I quickly run after her. My legs hurt as i'm running up the stairs but I don't care, Birb is my only thought. I arrive in the dorm hall and I see Birb's door close with a loud noise. I run to the door and begin to knock.
"BIRB!" I scream. "Open the, open the door please. Birb, open the door!" I fall down and lean against the door with my fist on it. "Can we not fight anymore please," I say through the door. "Can we not fight anymore," I repeat almost whispering. I fucked it up, I think whilst I feel tears running down my cheeks. I hear a voice from the other side. "I don't want to talk," I hear Birb say shaky. "Birb please," I say sobbing. "Leave," she says crying. 
I literally feel my heart breaking. I knock once again. "B-birb," I say literally crying. She opens the door and I almost fall over. I quickly stand up and look in her beautiful eyes. Her eyes is a painting. The beautiful blue eyes of her.
"I want to be alone Yoda Walter, please, just please give me rest."
I nod and look for the last time in her watery eyes. "Please don't be mad at me," I say before walking to my own dorm. 

I go into my room and sit on my bed. I bury my head in my hands and begin to slowly cry. I lay down on my bed and sobbing I go to sleep. My head hurts and my face is wet. I can never understand how a girl can control your emotions that much. I remember yesterday. "stay strong," I whisper to myself. I smile sadly before it turns black and I fall asleep.