I'm scared
I was scared
That if you see that i was getting soft
You'd leave
Like my father did
And that was where i went wrong
To think that you were like him
Because you left even though
I didn't open myself
But did you know
I've gone soft ever since
And you aren't here
It's been three years now
I'm still holding these facade
That I'm fine and my walls are still standing firm
But they've all crumbled down
And I refuse to stack these bricks up
Because I'm still here
And you aren't
