The first movie we went together to,
I still have the ticket in my wallet
The bus ticket from our first date,
I still have it
The hoodie you gave me and told me to do whatever I want to do with it,
I still have it, and I got upset when I accidentally got a green ink on it
You know what's funny,
I want to delete our pictures together
But I don't even have any saved at all
Funny how I'm crying over someone whom I didn't share a lot of memories with
Maybe it's because you were the first real guy I've ever liked
Maybe even love
But i loathe that word
Maybe that's why I'm still not over you
Because I wasn't able to tell you that i didn't love you
And i still don't love you
But I was seeing our future together in my mind
and I think that's my way of saying "i love you"
But you wouldn't know
It was all in my head
Because you were busy imagining your future with someone else
It's okay
I saw it coming
I just didn't hope it did
It's almost four years since
And I'm still thinking on how to get rid of those tickets in my wallet
I never got to say this, but
If you, by any chance, get to read this
Thank you
For everything
For making my heart race
For the butterflies in my stomach
For at least trying
And I'm sorry
That i wasn't mature enough
To show my emotions
I hope you always smile
That's the reason why I fell
And I'm pretty sure she'll see a lot of it
With her by your side.
yu gonplei ste odon
