Shh! - Love & War™

F**k You! (Part I)

"I'm not ready for it myself. I feel like he's forcing me to do this" I say venting to Bree.

Tyga POV

Morning

It's 6:30am Trey ass wanted to wake me up out my extra hours. "Why you get me up this early?" I groaned "Because we going to breakfast." "They still gone be serving breakfast at 10." I say with slight attitude. I burried my head back into the bed covers,shhets,comforters. I feel the covers being yanked up off of me. I tug the sheets towards me. Playing a intense game of tug of war. I finally get tired and let go. Trey fell back from the force from  previously tugging the sheet. I got up exhausted for some reason.  It seem like it's been happening a lot now ever since I left August. No matter how much sleep I got I'm still somehow  exhausted. I grab my clothes and lay them out. I got into the shower. As soon as the water hit me I felt as if I was going to melt away in my thoughts. A flash back hit me.

Silence was in the room as August's dad began approaching room when he finally got inside the room he had a knife in his hand "What the fuck he just say to me?!" August's dad says"The truth fuck you think? I mumbled" My dad held the knife at both of us "You faggots think I'm playing whitchall ?" I punched August dad in his face and in his nose. We were going at it until I got stabbed in my shoulder and started bleeding painfully.

I clenched my eyes as water and tears rolled down my face.  Even more memories of that haunting day came back.

"Both of y'all faggots strip your clothes right now!! I gotta teach you again August?""N-no p-please don't" August stuttered while bursting into tears.

I remembered I helped him through all of this shit.  The next memory hit me.

After we all finished doing our daily routines Sean went to go make some breakfast for me and August. He made pancakes, bacon, and eggs. They ate it up then walked out and hopped in my car August sat down "Ouch! Why do my ass hurt with my legs" me and Sean  giggled. Until I got a text and my wide smile suddenly changed. "what's wrong Tyga ?" Sean asked me. "I just got a text message from my mom" "What'd she say?" "I'm at the hospital with your dad he wants to tell you something... Don't go to school I already called in and told them"

Tears began to stream down my eyes. That was the day my mother passed away. She left me here on this Earth to do better so I don't have to work multiple jobs and shifts. See my family more. I regret not seeing her as much when I was little. I also regret how I treated Tony. I clenched my eyes once more.

I walk into the hospital  "Hi how may I help you ?" "I'm looking for Ms. Nguyen-Stevenson." "That'll be room 331 " "thank you" 331 as I thought to myself. Rode the elevator to the 3rd story I saw my mom lying in my bed and some guy I'm guessing the doctor or my dad. I shook the guys hand "Hey" I said lowly. He nodded "Mom what's up why are you in here?" "Baby my cancer is spreading quicker than the doctors thought... I don't have a lot time left I want you to get good grades be good stay strong I love you." She says calmly "Why You, I thought you told me God was always looking out for us. ? " I say beginning to question my faith "He is and when people die they go to a better place. Also people take people that we love because they've served their purpose in your life."I took the words in not realizing tears were falling and my eyes were red. Doctors walk in "we have to do some more tests on Ms. Nguyen-Stevenson, please step out for a moment. "So what's up son?" "Don't call me that! After you walk out on me and Ma you have some nerve!" I reply and almost the whole hospital heard.

Was all of this my fault ? Was it me who caused my parents to be deceased? Was August right? Is it my fault?

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Hope you ENJOYED!!! This was a sad and emotional chapter for me.
Updating soon for part II.

-1ANGELAMINAJ