Shh! - Love & War™

Day 12

I take a quick 10 minute shower. Then grabbing a dark colored hoodie, the same colored pants, and simple black Nike Air Maxes. I began to walk out of my room. "Where are you going?"  Bree asked curiously. "The Hospital." I reply. "You can't go, what if Sean there! And He tries to kill you!!" Bree says over dramatically. " Why you think I got these shades? " I explain in the same dramatic tone. "I don't know?" She replies in dramatic tone again but playfully. "Uncle Augwest ! Can we go to the hospital to see Uncle T?" Chris asks me off guard with his other siblings chiming in. "Who's uncle T?" I ask having the slightest thought it was Tyga. Who told them he was their uncle? Kids now a days. "You're boyfriend and our uncle." Teyanna and Nicki say. "Oh... Go ask your mom." I say as they sighed. They ran back quickly and jumped up and down. "Grab y'all jackets." I tell them. They skip to their jackets. Even Chris too. These kids a mess. Just like their mama. We were about to leave. Until they started fighting about who sat in the front. "Stop. I don't play any of that if you gone act like that I suggest you get your mama and have her drive you." I say warning them. As I placed all 3 of them into their car seat. I didn't like being strict so I blasted music through the radio. The kids began singing along to a Drake song. I honestly couldn't stand it. But I did it for them. Until my song came on. The kids stared at me. Attempting not to laugh. Chris bust out laughing with Teyanna and Nicki following after. Within minutes we've arrived at our destination.  I check in with the desk but the kids yearned to see over the counter. I raised all three of them up at once. With Chris sitting on my neck, and teyanna and Nicki sitting on my shoulders. I carried them like this all the way to the room. Then I asked for the doctor to take a picture.  "Michael had an IPhone with him would it be ok if I used that?" When did he get a new phone? We threw ours on the side of the road. "Yeah, I guess I say in my thoughts. I them put the kids down because they're getting heavy. They all whined. I simply laughed at them. I hope Tyga sees these. I took pictures of the kids. They all said “Get well uncle T.” in unison I recorded it. " I need some alone time y'all go sit in the hallway. Don't talk to strangers stay in your seat don't move." I tell them. "OK" they say in unison.  I grab Tyga's writing journal that he writes in I read the one called Love Game. I recited the words

“Man I know we ain’t finished when it’s barely beginning. All the time I done put in, I put in but time was ending. So silly chasing a feeling, figured you felt differently. Trying to forget someone that you love. Like trying to remember someone that you never knew. Think about it, I dream about it. My nightmares haunting me, I can’t sleep about it. Waking up to see that person gone. You know it, it takes seconds to say hello. But forever to say goodbye. Moving on is easy, but what you leave behind Is what makes it hard…Anxiety, can’t breathe, can’t live without you. The revival, all these verses is my survival. Standing at the podium and waiting for your arrival. One day but no return. Like Usher say, gotta let it burn...” I say walking out. While placing his phone back in his blood soiled shirt.

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How was it? I know the scheduled update wasn't on time but it's longer. Its bits and prices of verses from Tyga song love game.