Day 6

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I woke up in the middle of the night. It was near 3. I can't sleep knowing he's in here. I snuck out of the house trying not wake or scare anyone. I went back to the hospital. I went to check in with the lady at the check-in desk. "Sir visiting hours are over. " "This is an emergency." I pleaded. "Im sorry, but rules are rules. You're welcome back at 10 am. " "That's bullshit! My boyfriend in there fighting for his life. You talking about waiting another  7 hours, fuck you mean!" I say angrily waking pass her into Tyga's room.  "Where is he?" I whispered to myself. There was an old Caucasian man in the room. They can't just be moving people without notifying family, can they? I looked at the number again. As the man began to wake up. "What the hell is this nigger doing in my room?!" He says angrily. I was about to just let his ignorant ass slide. He made one more remark. "That's why yo ass in this hospital. How many more years you got left? 1 day?" I say back to him as he tried to get up. His heart rate monitor went into an rapidly beeping pace. Oh shit! Did I just kill him? I thought as I walked far as possible as quickly as possible. I looked for Tyga. I found him he was in the same room. I must be still sleepy if because these numbers confusing me. I went in his room and slept for the rest of the night.  As I was sleeping I feel asleep and had a dream of Tyga and I was the one in the hospital.

Tyga's dad brought tyg's here for us to talk."Look August... I don't know how to put this... I love you"He tells me"And I don't know how to put this I HATE YOU. I don't even know you man keep yo feelings to yourself" "ight" I say plainly. I walk out of the closed room door. "We can leave now" I say "Yes we can I just signed August out" My dad goes to talk to him as I wait.

Morning

I woke up at 1:23. I slept that long? I had a weird ass dream. I was in the hospital. Tyga was talking to me, then said I love you. I said I hate you. Why did I say that? Is it a sign that Tyga isn't going to make it, and that I should move on?
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Who remembers that flashback from the first book?

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