I never cry in front of anyone. I don't really know why. It makes me feel so vulnerable and its a side of myself that i'm not ready to others to discover. But unfortunately, i'm really a really emotional person which makes it hard to cover my emotions. I can't even begin to explain the amount of times that i've had to painfully hold back my tears.
Vinnie knows i'm emotional. He's the only person i'm comfortable crying in front of, but he didn't like seeing me sad.
We had decided that we were going to watch Titanic together. Vinnie had gone out to buy snacks and stuff, and i had made it my duty to make his bed really cosy. A little extra but i was bored waiting for him to get back. I plopped myself onto Vin's bed and scrolled through pinterest, which was my lastest obsession. I had a board for everything. Just as i pinned a pic into my nails inspo board i heard footsteps in the hallway. Vinnie walked in arms full of my fave candy and snacks.
"Yay!" I squealed standing up to help him carry them.
"I tried get everything you like but i couldn't carry them all.." He said while setting them down.
"why didn't you get like a bag?" I asked confused.
"Oh shit, that makes sense. I don't know why i didn't think of that." He laughed and scratched the back of his head.
"You stupid guyyyyyy!" I said pointing at him.
"Hey!" He did his silly deep voice. "Don't call me silly orrr..." He carried on with his big guy voice.
"Orrr what?" I said inching closer to him and wrapping my arms around him.
"i'll kill you with the strength of my massive biceps." He exclaimed flexing his arms.
I laughed at his silliness and walked to the bed and lay down. Vinnie took his shirt off and lay next to me. He pulled me closer so that my head was resting on his chest. He reached for the tv controller and started playing Titanic.
(i'm gonna assume you all know what happens at the end of Titanic)
The movie had about 20 minutes left and you knew the melancholy part was coming up soon. As soon as we reached the sad scene i snuggled into Vinnie's chest and brought the bed sheets up to my face. He comfortingly started stroking my hair and rubbing my back.
My eyes were like waterfalls and Vinnie's grip grew stronger around my body. Why did i have to be a little bitch? I've literally watched this movie like 5 times.
The credits started rolling and my eyes were still flowing with tears. Vinnie bent his head to look at my face, the faint sound of Celine Dion's: My heart will Go On played in the background.
"You're good..you know that right?" He asked me gently wiping away the tears on my face with his thumbs.
"yea...its just annoying how Jack dies" I say loudly. "i mean there's clearly enough space on the door for both of them.." I explained further.
"I know baby...." Vinnie said while gently pushing me off his chest and turning to his side so we were now face to face.
We stared at each other for a while. "Young leo thoooo.." I said and Vinnie rolled his eyes with a smile.
"Why does like every girl love him?" He said with a questioning face.
"Because i mean, LOOK AT HIM!" I exclaimed loudly.
Vinnie's hands snaked their way around my back and he pulled me even closer to him. The tips of our noses were literally touching. I stared deeply into his hazel eyes and realised that i was finally happy and madly in love. The noise of Vin's breathing and his hand stroking my hair made me sleepy. My eyes started to close when Vinnie spoke.
"Do you feel the same about me?" My eyes slowly opened and i scrunched my face.
"What do you mean?" I was genuinely confused.
He sighed and said,"You basically said you were in love with young Leonardo DiCaprio. Do you feel like that about me?" I played with a curl on his head and listened to the beautiful boy in front of me doubt himself.
"You, Vincent Cole Hacker, are my favourite man ever. And i love you more than Leo. He's ugly now anyways." I said reassuring him.
"I love you too y/n.." He said before drifting off to sleep.
His heavy breathing soon became white noise for me to fall asleep too. I dreamt of Vinnie and I in the future.
