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20.Heart Break Hotel

When I came into Evee's room I literally started chocking on the smoke.

She looked over at me faded as fuck.

"You're here!" She said jumping up out of the bed. I could see the tear stains on her face.

"You didn't bring anything for me to eat?" She pouted.

I chuckled a Little " I had something, it's all over Sophie's dress now."

"You threw up on her?" She laughed.

"I wanted to... but that's a story for shorter time... what happened to you? Why have you been crying?"

"Because Jordan's a piece of shit" she said looking numb.

"Well damn, what did she do?"

She grabbed her stuff to roll up.

"Evee..." I groaned

She glared at me. I sighed letting her roll.

"She's a fuckin bitch! We've been talking for 3 weeks! Three! And I knew she was taking to other girls but I thought she'd at least be respectful about it! She was texting a girl from school the whole time I was over. And that's not even the worst part! A whole different bitch pulled up! She forgot to cancel her hoe appointment.."

"Wowwww" I said rolling my eyes.

"And didn't give a fuck!"

She past me her joint. "And I was clearly pissed off. I was cussing her out I was like what the fuck Jordan that's some snake ass shit and this bitch had the nerve to joke about it and ask if I wanted a threesome. I dead ass started fighting her. Then her little hoe tried to say some slick shit."

"That's fucked up. I'm sorry Evee, you're worth so much more then that" I said passing the blunt back.

She literally laughed

"Don't you get it? That's my life. I am always the option but never the winner. You know, when I turn 15, Sophie gave me what I thought was the best birthday gift in the world. I'm sure she told you. She never misses a moment to brag. She gave me a complete makeover, I really was the ugly duckling of the family. And she took me and got me my first tan, she got my hair dyed, my ears got pierced, I even got a new wardrobe. And after that day, I stopped feeling like the ugly best friend. I finally wasn't Evelyn anymore. I was Evee. Everybody wanted to talk to Evee, flirt with Evee and look at me. Even now I'm still the second best I'm always the second option. I'm so fucking tired of being me. All I ever want to do is smoke so I can fool myself into thinking I'm happy. But no that's so wrong too, but what would really be fucked up, is  if I went around telling everybody how much I want to die."

"Fuck, Evee don't say that" I said rushing over and hugging her. She looked disassociated, like she couldn't even feel me touching her.

"That's right. It's always Evee don't say that, Evee don't feel that, Evee don't do that but if you actually knew what it felt like to be me you'd be thinking, saying and doing the same thing"

I bit my lip. "Evee please... I don't know Evelyn, I wasn't around when everybody treated you like shit. But if I was, you'd still be my beautiful best friend.  You might've gotten a makeover but that doesn't completely change you"