Once there was a happy little girl, she thought her life was perfect. Then death happened and due to certain circumstances she was left broken and lost trust with people. She learned from early on family is not blood.
Can she learn to trust again?
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Bambi
It had been a month since I left the hospital. Blaze ended up coming to see me after Sawyer left town. He stayed the rest of the day and night with me. The doctor told me my concussion was the main thing that worried them. Especially since I was out of it for the most part. Everything checked out good though, he said my ribs are healing and I needed to come back for a checkup in two weeks. It's been roughly a month or so since we heard anything from Kaden. It's like he really did go radio silent. We still have our guard up, but there really isn't anything anyone can do. So, during that time Blaze and I talked about our relationship. I'm giving us a chance to see where we go. One night we were talking, and he told me he wants to show he trusted me. So, he told me that he was Old Man Jones grandson.
Apparently, his father went into the army but was discharged after he was involved in a roadside attack. He was injured and never was the same, he didn't come back here. He found a different type of home, he moved to Mexico and got into the drug trade. Since he wasn't making much on his veterans, he got in with the cartel. When he moved back to the States, he had to find a way to get the drug's up here without suspicion from local law. So, he got into a motorcycle club. That's where he met Blaze's mom. She was the current founder/president daughter. He compromised her and then they married. At that time the MC was just a small one, not getting into trouble, then Blaze's grandfather passed, and his dad became President.
That's when it changed, drugs were brought in, women weren't treated good, if you went against anything he said it was instant death. Blaze said the day they revolted was when his father started to come up short with the cartel. They kidnapped his mom and only way was to make things right with them. Simply put "give us our money or your wife will die", but his father didn't. They sent Blaze's mom back in pieces. After that other Old Ladies started disappearing with the same message. His father did nothing, laughed even and said they could get other women.
So, the club revolted, Blaze led the ones who wants his father out. He sent in everything his father did anonymously, his father was being sent to spend 30 years in prison. But his father mysteriously ended up dying on the transfer bus to the state penitentiary. The crazy thing was the officers seen nothing just said he laid down and started having a seizure then died. After that Blaze was made President, and he turned everything around. Got the drugs out and started treating everyone different. They own businesses for the most part everything was legal, they dabble in helping other clubs with their problems and keeping drugs and other things out of their town. I didn't know what to think when he told me, I just hugged him and then told him my childhood. That's how I knew we might have a chance.
Back to the present, even though I was better I didn't resume my job at the garage. Both clubs were trying to plan an attack if Kaden comes back around.
"Greaser, if you think you're going to pull that dick out here. You better think how much it means to ya. I told you no sex here. Even those damned black out curtains on the booths won't block that out. Now get your ass and your little bunny to the second floor," I grabbed the biker by his ear, "now get!" I yelled and shoved them both out of the room.
"Have I ever told you how hot you are when you make my men submit to you and boss them around," Blaze chuckles as he comes and sits beside me. I just roll my eyes as he pulls me in for a hug and kisses my forehead.
"Almost every time one does something. Now where have you been?" I asked. He has been gone all day; he was gone when I woke up this morning. He has been disappearing like this for the past week. Why I have no clue, they haven't told me. That's one thing that I'm hesitant on fully accepting his claim. My brother hasn't been seen since the day after I left the hospital. I know it has something to do with Kaden I just don't know what.
"I've told you; I had to check in on my boys at the Mill. They haven't made a payment in a while, I had to know why," he explained.
"And Jet, Bones, or Hammer, or Rowdy couldn't, do it? What the point in having enforcers if they don't do your heavy lifting or go with you? I asked again.
"Fawn, I told you Jake and Bones are out of town," he started.
"No, don't give me that bullshit. You've dogged all my questions here lately."
"This is my club, and unless you are making your claim as my official Old Lady. You know how it is," he starts. I know he don't want to fight, but something has been off. My mom and Trevor haven't even been home. They all are keeping something from me. And he's right, I haven't accepted his offer fully. I know I haven't let him call me that, but hell I am his girlfriend. You would think that meant something.
Before I could respond Jay bust into the barroom. One thing I noticed was the dirty clothes with dried blood and he had bruises and cuts all over him. I made my way to him, but an arm pulled me back. "Go to my room. This isn't your business right now," now I know he's right, but I am pissed. Jay was my friend and Blaze pushed me to the steps and waited for me to climb them.
I was fuming as I barged into Blaze's living room. I thought we was making progress; he had called me his girlfriend, let me run the men, basically become the top female here. Now he is acting like I can't know anything. What the hell is going on!!! Maybe me not claiming him is pushing him back. But fuck we act as if that don't matter. I am just nervous to make it official. I thought he knew that. I don't get it. One minute we were fine then the next I'm out of the hospital and he has stepped back and I'm left second guessing him.
Bzzz bzzzz bzzzz I looked at my phone, I gasp as I read what was wrote.
Unknown: so you blocked me? You think a month was long enough for you to feel safe? You think you fucking another guy would gain you protection?? I told you, you are mine. I told you I had plans for you, I let you heal. Well, Little Deer, I hope you got your fill of your fantasy world, because here is the real world...
** He sends me a picture of a woman tied up and looks to be beaten **
Come to the place you met me, the hill we had our first date. Come alone or this Queen will lose her head.
Son of a bitch! I didn't block anyone; someone must have known he had my number. I ran downstairs and saw that everyone was in church. That helped me out, I walked out the front door and broke speed records to get to where I needed to be. Before I got to my destination I sent a text: I'm sorry I got everyone into this. I should've listened from the start. But now I'm going to fix it. I turned my phone off and threw it in the passenger seat. I walked up the hill and notice a truck and a man standing behind it.
