*⚠️Trigger warning: Mentions of anxiety. Read at your own discretion*
"Channie please help ~", and then everything when dark.
You felt uneasy today. You woke up to an empty bed you and your boyfriend, Chan, shared. He always has a busy schedule, and usually you wake up to him leaving a kiss on your forehead when he heads out to work, but today was different. You looked over to your night stand where you found your phone. You saw the notification from Chan:
Channie<3:
Good Morning sweetiepie. I kissed you this morning, but you seemed to have been so deep in sleep you didn't even feel it. I'll see you soon because I have a short schedule today. I know you haven't been feeling well so please call if you need me. Saranghae! <3
Recently your anxiety has been through the roof. You've been having relly bad panic attacks every few days without any warning. Usually Chan is there to talk you through it but you were sure you'd be alright until he got home.
The uneasy feeling followed you throughout the day. Your studies worried you, you felt like your grades were failing. You decided to take a small break from assignments to not set yourself off. You went to the kitchen and made lunch. As you sat at the counter you started checking your surroundings. Something wasn't right. You scanned until your eyes hit the front door.
It was open. Not left wide open, but open enough for you to see the light through the crack of the door, meaning anyone could've gotten in while you were asleep. You started to panic.
'How could the door be left open? Chris would never leave it open. This wouldn't have happened if I would've woken up to see him off. You should've walked in here before you did your school work. Pabo! I should've done better. He's been gone for hours! What if an animal got in here? Worse....what if someone else is in here with me? What if they kill me?' The thoughts kept racing through your head.
You quickly sprang up towards the door and pushed it completely closed and grabbed your phone off the counter. You made a B line towards the bathroom in the bedroom and locked the door. As soon as you closed the door you heard a small shuffle and a thud. You dialed Chan's number.
--ringing--
"Hello? Y/N? Is everything alright?"
"CHAN! PLEASE COME HOME!
THE DOOR HAS BEEN OPEN THIS WHOLE TIME. Im so scared baby please come here. Channie please help~ *gasp* I can't breathe..."
--click--
And thats when everything went dark.
You came to a few hours later with Chan holding you in bed stroking your hair.
"Chan how-" he interuppted you, "I came home immediately after you called me. I called out for you and heard no response. I noticed the bathroom door was closed and tried to open it but it was locked, so used the bathroom key I keep in my wallet to open it. I found you passed out in the tub. You're okay baby."
You told him everything that happened. He shyly smiled and replied, "I'm so sorry honey that must've been so terrifying. You must've been having another panic attack, but I'm letting you know that everything was okay. I'm sorry I thought I closed the door all the way, but I locked the screen door in front of it. Everything was okay. The thud you heard was a ball I found in front of the bathroom door. It was on my dresser, you must've closed the bathroom door so hard it fell. I checked every corner of this place and a guarentee you there's noone and nothing here that can hurt you. Plus I'm here and I would'nt let them do it if they tried."
"But what about work?" You asked. "I told PDnim it was an emergency and they let me have a few days off. I'm all yours so we can get you feeling a little better. Nothing usually sets you off this easy. It's alright though, it happens and we just have to make sure we take the right steps to get over this right now." He says. "Are you feeling okay? No aches? Hopefully you didn't hit your head when you fainted." You respond, "No baby I'm okay, thank you. I'm so sorry I freaked and called." Chan pulls you in closer and hugs you tighter. "Y/N I'm here for you. I love you, don't ever feel like you're burdening me. I have all the time in the world to work but only one girlfriend I need to keep safe. I'm just relieved everything is okay."
You curl into his chest and say, "Someone sounds a bit tired." Chan sleepily giggles and replies, "I don't sleep very often. I'll use some of this time to rest with you." You leave a kiss on Chan's cheek before sitting up. He whines and you tell him. "You've been gone for a while and you're probably hungry, I'll go get you some ramen."
You head to the kitchen and fix Chan a quick ramen cup. "Here you go Chris this should last you until-" you freeze. You look in the bed to see that Chan has already dozed back to sleep. You quietly walk over to the bed and sit the ramen on his night stand. You climb over him to get to your side of the bed, and as you finally settle onto your spot a pair of arms lock around your waist. You look at the blonde haired boy and sweetly giggle. "Let's come back to bed. I'm here now." He sleepily whispers. You snuggle your head into his chest as he kisses your forehead. "Everything's okay. I'm here now babygirl." You two then fall asleep in eachother's arms. Warm, safe and sound.
