Chapter 18- Conflicts of the heart

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This whole 'I love you' comment was still bothering me. I know someone said they loved me, but they don't know who I really am. I had some time to think about this while Adam and Aidan were arm wrestling and doing boy stuff.

Adam has only scratched the surface of who I am. Well, he knows my other self. Lexi sanders, a rich girl from LA who knows a lot of celebrities, which, for some reason, hasn't raised any red flags to him. He knows I can sing but he doesn't know that I do it for a living.

I want to tell him, but I need normal. I need now. I need teen romance, drama, well normal drama. Why is this so difficult? I love him but I still can't tell him. I wish I just told him.

"Told me what?" Oh shit did I say that out loud?

"Uh nothing." Shit shit shit.

"You're a bad liar Lexi."

"Adam don't push me on this, please." I needed to back off of this for now.

"Fine fine. It's getting late you should sleep."

"No I'm ok. You guys keep playing it's entertaining." They were just joking around and it was pretty funny.

I guess I fell asleep on the couch because I woke up with my head on Adams chest. I decided to stay here, just relax. I dozed off again.

I thought I heard my front door open, but I brushed it off.

"Alexa?" I opened my eyes to see my mom standing in front of me. Crap.

"Mom! It's Lexi remember?" I was whisper shouting at her.

"What the hell happened to you?" Her eyes wide when she saw my bruised eye and broken leg.

"I'll explain later."

Adam woke up right at that moment and didn't see my mom.

"Hey gorgeous" he gave me a lazy morning smile. I moved my eyes over to my mom and he practically jumped off the couch to meet her.

"Hello ma'am I'm Adam. Sorry we had to meet like this." He got a little red. I've never seen him so vulnerable.

"Hi Adam I'm Stella. Are you kids ok? How was the storm? Honey I'm sorry I didn't call the phone lines were out."

"It's ok mom I had Adam and Aidan."

"Aidan?" I looked past my mothers shoulder to see Aidan passed out on the other couch.

"Ah I see. Ok well I'm going to unpack. Obviously school is closed so you guys can hang and do whatever. I have to run to your fathers office to help with a few things."

"Ok mom. See you later."

"Bye honey."

"Well that's one way to meet your mom."

"At least it wasn't my dad."

"Oh God I still have to meet him. Well, I should go and see how my parents and Ava are. Aidan!" He threw a pillow at his face and Aidan woke up confused.

"Hey man what the hell!"

"Get your lazy ass up let's go."

"By Lexi see you later."

"By Aidan. By Adam."

Well school was cancelled today and Friday. The city is cleaning up fallen trees and things like that. Adam and Aidan helped our neighbors with fallen branches and heavy lifting. I just kinda watched as they helped at our house.

I woke up Saturday morning and remembered Adam is taking me into Boston today. I wonder what we are going to do?

I went downstairs to find my mother talking on the phone with someone.

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