Sorry baby

Part 11

She drags the knife she holding across the counter, then up to my throat

"Are you gonna try and kill me again cuz that's kind of hot" I smirk

"Nope" she kisses my neck not moving the knife

Quickly she pushes me up against the wall behind us

She moves the knife down beside her and uses her left hand to wrap round my neck as she kisses my mouth.

She stops kissing and whispers in my ear "bedroom!"

I smile at her and obey, she leads me up to our rooms and pushes me down on the bed straddling my hips, she removes her top and kisses me neck again, I moan in approval I can feel her smirk onto my skin.

About 30 minutes later we were both done.

"That was amazing" I pant laying next to her

She rolls over and tucks my hair behind my ear "you are amazing"

I kiss her softly "I love you so much"

"I love you more" she reply's

We go back downstairs and I cook food whilst she chills on the sofa watching a movie.

I few minutes later I feel soft hands slither around my waist and Villanelle kisses me on the cheek.

"Is food ready yet" she asks as I turn around

"Not yet, just wait" I smile kissing her

She groans "ahhh I'm hungry"

"It'll be ready soon" I reply as she pulls me in closer to her

"Ok bring it in to me when you're done" she says going to walk out but I pull her back

"Stay" I ask interlacing our fingers

"But cooking's boringggg" she whines

"Fine, you don't have to" I say sharply

"I will if you want" she walks back over to me

"No it's fine" I reply in a mood

She walks away into the living room and sits down to continue watching her movie.

Dinner is finally ready and I bring it into Villanelle

"Thankyou" she smiles

I ignore her and sit down on the other end of the sofa away from her, she shuffles up close to me and leans on my shoulder as she eats.

"You still mad I wouldn't make food with you" she smiles kissing me on the cheek

"No" I avoid eye contact, I wasn't that mad I just enjoyed teasing her

"Yes you are" she puts her food down and grabs mine out of my hand to put it down aswell and kisses me

"Just cuddle with me for a bit" I ask looking deep into her eyes as I pick up my food

She nestles her head into my chest, she wraps both arms around me hugging me so tight it's like she was afraid she'd loose me

I put me food on the side next to me again so I could hug her back, we stayed like this for a while

Later on we finished our food and went to bed.

It was the night after Villanelle died, I was out in a club taking whatever I could find and drinking a lot

"Yo baby" a man came up to me

"Seriously I'm not in the mood, my girlfriend just died and-" I blacked out

The next morning I woke up with no clothes on in a random bed

"Sleep well?" The man said, my head was pounding

"Why am I naked?" I ask rubbing my eyes

"Why do you think" he winked

"What! I wasn't even awake, that's hardly consensual" I yell

"Baby be quiet you had a good time" he smiles and turns away

The anger inside of me, from this and loosing Villanelle took over me, I walked up behind the man and snapped his neck before having a breakdown on the floor

I was snapped out of my nightmare by Villanelle violently shaking me awake, I couldn't even talk I just hugged her causing her to fall back on the bed she hugged me back as I cried

"Please don't leave me again" I hug her so tightly it hurt

"Hey" she kisses me on the head "never again"

I sob into her arms and she calms me down.

"Do you want to talk about it?" She asks still comforting me

"Y-you were dead and I needed a distraction so I went to a club and blacked out... t-then he r-raped me" I sigh and her expression changed

"Who, who raped you?" I could hear the anger in her voice

"I don't know but he's dead now, I- I killed him" I rest my face at the crook of her neck

"I'm still alive, don't worry I'm never gonna leave you ever again"

Our legs tangle and she links our fingers

"I love you" she whispers as I fall back to sleep

"I love you too" I smile on her neck with my eyes still shut