Sorry baby

Part 8

1 year later I still wasn't completely over Villanelle dying but, I loved her with a passion that consumed me and then when she died the void I felt was too deep and I went off the deep end, causing me to constantly go out partying with Enzo, make stupid decisions and put my life at risk, I had turned into something I wasn't. But my life was going back to slight normality dad was finally letting me go to work after countless trips to the hospital with a drug or fight related injury.

"You have a job, in Paris" dad says "but mess it up and you'll never work again"

The last time I was in Paris the woman that I love died and I spiralled but I can do this it's been ages

I gulped "yes... yes I can do that" I say slightly unconvincingly

"Are you absolutely sure" he says with a cold tone in his voice

"Yes I'm absolutely sure" I nod

I board the private jet and I smile, they had done some cleaning up. I think back to G trying to reason why it was ok to kill her, but I work through the memories and fly to Paris.

I wonder into the streets of Paris and find my self at her apartment. I tried to suppress my emotions but I just take a deep breath and look at the building

"I knew you would come back baby girl" I hear her Russian accent, a tear falls down my cheek as I knew I was imagining her

"Turn around" i hear it again

My eyes lit up, there she was standing there, hair down her shoulders, dressed so beautifully holding a takeaway in one of her hands.

I couldn't even talk I just walk up to her and hold her face.

"I... I thought you had died... you you had died, you died in my arms" I say as another tear falls down my cheek

"Baby I wasn't dead... but erm thanks for leaving me there, I'm just glad Konstantin was around" she smiles tucking my hair behind my ear

"I don't know wether I should punch you or kiss you right now" I say trying to hide my smile

"Kiss me... you can punch me later" she smirks "or I'll just kiss you" she places the stuff in her hands on the floor by her

I was still in shock but she puts her hand under my chin and pulls my face towards hers, our lips meet, god I had missed that feeling. They start to move against each other as the kiss got more heated, I push her back against the wall behind her making her smile as she wasn't used to me being dominant. I kiss her until we can't kiss anymore and we pull away.

"Where the fuck have you been?" I ask taking both of her hands

"Recovering from heart surgery, thanks to your brother" she laughs

"For a year?" I say sarcastically

"Wellll I couldn't exactly come to your house after your brother did that, I knew you would come back one day" she smiles to herself

"Now are you gonna invite me in or am I gonna have to break in again" I joke

She takes my hand and leads me up to her apartment.

"I only brought a takeaway for one, I wasn't really expecting a guest-" she sighs

"It's ok I'm not hungry" I smile

"So how have you been?" She asks eating her food

"A mess, a real fucking mess" I say linking our fingers

"Same honestly" she looks at me with pure love

I grab the food out of her hand and put it down so I can kiss her

"I still love you" I say inches away from her face

"I still love you too" she smiles as I take a bite out of her food "heyyy, I thought you weren't hungry"

"I'm not" I laugh as I hold the food out for her to eat

I watch her enjoy the food and we lay down on her bed, I was laying in the crook of her neck and she was playing with my hair

"I wanna fucking, spend the rest of my life with you and get away from this" I say making her smile

"We could get married, move to America or something" she kisses my head

"That sounds nice" I smile so big it causes me cheeks to hurt

I sit up and kiss her softly

"What do you want to do tonight?" She asks

"I dunno, watch a movie... have sex" I couldn't see her face but I could tell she was smiling

I turn my head and start kissing her neck, I open my mouth and lick my tongue down her throat and back up to her pulse point where I sucked down, finally being able to leave a mark

"That feels good baby" she says stroking my hair and putting her head back so I could get to more of her neck

I kiss up her neck and on to her face where I left a kiss on her cheek and her ear lobe. She clearly wasn't used to being a bottom, but I liked being in control.

I push her top up revealing her abs, god I had missed them, I run my hand across them and kiss up pulling her top off, she runs her hand up my top causing me to shiver, I kiss down her stomach until I get to her pant line, I slowly kiss round it teasing her a bit then hooking my thumbs round and pulling them down, I get to work and she immediately moans.

An hour later we were both naked and we had both fucked each other. She lays on my bare chest, running her fingers across the scars on my stomach

"Again I'm really sorry about that" she whispers "if it helps I got stabbed one time" she points to a large scar on her side

"It's ok honestly I'm over it" I smile "as long as I can have you forever"

"If that's your way of asking me out, of course I will be your girlfriend" she attacks my mouths with kisses

It'll get nicer from now on, sorry if the last chapter made you sad 😂