Sorry baby

Part 32

We didn't get back too late, it was about 9 o'clock

"Are you ok" I ask her as soon as we get in our room

"Yeah why wouldn't I be" she smiles unconvincingly

She lies down in the bed on puts her hands over her face, she groans quietly. I could tell whatever was on her mind she didn't want to talk about, I missed her fun personality which seemed to die whenever her mum was around

I lie down next to her and kiss the back of her neck, she turns over to face me "I love you" I whisper

"I love you too" she whispers back before giving me a deep and passionate kiss

I get up to change into my sleepwear and put a oversized t shirt next to her so she can get changed

"Can I have yours" she asks quietly

"Sure" I smile before taking it off and handing it to her

She holds it to her chest, I smile to myself as it was adorable. I put hers on and get back into bed

I watch her lie there hugging my t shirt

"You gonna put that on?" I laugh, she nods

I take off her top and slip off her trousers, she puts the t shirt on and tangles her legs with mine, I put my arm over her waist and draw little circles on her stomach through the t shirt

Eventually I drift off into sleep.

Suddenly I am woken up by someone tapping me

"Wake up" I hear, my eyes barely open

"What, why" I asks worried at why Villanelle was waking me up in the middle of the night

"Pack your things" she says

"Why?" I asks again

"Just do it" she reply's firmly, I nod and begin packing

We leads me out through the kitchen

"God what's that smell, it smells like petrol" I ask her

"It is" she says

"What" I stop dead in my tracks "I hope your not doing what I think you're doing"

She nods at me, I look at her glancing to something on the floor. It was her mother

"Is she dead?" I ask

"Not yet" she says quietly, fiddling with a lighter in her hand

"Villanelle-" I begin

"Don't make this harder than it already is" she interrupts

"You will regret it" I say trying to convince her not to kill her mum

"She is a bad person, I just want to move on and have a happy life with you, this is my way of closure" she tries to reason with me

I don't know whether it was because I was tired or the fact I hated Villanelles mother but I just nodded and walked out not wanting to argue with her anymore. She walks out behind me as the house starts to go up in flames

I stop and wait for her, I take her hand and see a tear fall out of her eye. I pull her into a hug as she starts uncontrollably crying

On the train she wouldn't let go of my hand, she just sobbed quietly into my neck and I attempted to comfort her. I stroke her head softly and planted small kisses on her forehead. She didn't talk to me, just like the train ride here she was silent

we eventually arrive at the airport, i turn to villanelle who is staring at the airport with a dead expression on her face. she runs her hand down my forearm linking our fingers, it was things like this that never got old. the feel of her skin on mine was like a fire erupting inside me

"so where now?" she sighs looking at me

"i don't care as long as i'm with you" i reply, tightening my grip on her hand

her free hand ran up past my shoulder and on my neck, she looked at me for a few seconds, the look of love in her eyes. her mouth quickly upturned in a smile not long before she pulls me in close for a deep passionate kiss, i could feel her smiling into it so naturally i smiled back

when we broke from the kiss villanelle smiled again and we were both flustered. it was early morning and it was just us in this tiny russian airport

"england" she muttered

"what?" i asked

"we said england didn't we"

"god i almost forgot after everything"

"we've been through a lot haven't we" she sighed squeezing my hand

"that we have... but i'm almost glad we did, even if it meant you nearly killing me twice"

"it was just a job we've been through this, don't take it personally" she laughed to herself "sorry baby"

eventually our conversation was over and we found ourselves boarding a plane to england. i want to say more stuff happened and we got in a high speed chance with the police or luca came back from the dead, but if i did i'd be lying. life after was so normal, i sometimes can't believe how my bad luck just stopped happening. although, i always feel like something will

maybe one day me and v might have a kid or something, we might aswell, someone i can love just as much as my wife

authors note: i completely forgot i left this book unfinished, i hope this was a satisfying ending. i wasn't going to come back to this book but i felt like i had to after the killing eve ending

thanks for reading sorry baby xx