Sorry baby

Part 20

I walk into Gs office, he had his head in his hands, I could hear him sobbing quietly

"Hey" I say softly, I see him turn around quickly and wipe the tears from his face

"What do you want Sienna" he huffs

"We need to talk" I walk over to him cautiously

"Yeah we do" he sighs in agreement

"We can't go in like this, you're my brother, we need each other especially in times like this" I rest my hand on his shoulder

"I mean if you can fall in love with a woman after she stabbed and shot you then I guess I can forgive you" he laughs to himself

"It's not like that G" I begin before he hugs me

"For the record though, I'm still not a fan of Villanelle" he says

"And as much as I'd love you to be, I can't force it on you and I'm glad we're ok" I smile

"Just because I didn't like you at that point in time doesn't mean I stopped loving you" he reply's "you will always be my sister"

"I love you too G" I say breaking away from the hug "but come on we should probably be there for Serg and Enzo"

I lead him into the room where everyone was

"You two ok now" I hear Matteo say from behind

"Yeah" I smile

I was glad that I was back with my family but upset that it was because of unfortunate circumstances, in some ways I blamed myself for dads death although everyone told me otherwise, I'd always feel guilty about that. He was a good dad

I was staying for a few days so I decide to sleep in my old bed, I lay down and all the memories came rushing back, at this point I was torn, as much as I loved my life in New York with Villanelle, I also loved it here with my family

I was snapped out of my thoughts by clattering around outside on my balcony, I get up to have a look, I see Villanelle standing there looking at me through the glass, I open it quickly and kiss her on the lips desperately

I break away and hug her "baby I told you to stay at home"

"I couldn't let you grieve alone" she smiles pulling away

"But my brothers-" I say

"I'll be gone by the morning" she interrupts

"Lie with me?" I ask holding her face

We walk in my room "remember when I shot you here" she laughs to herself

"Mhm, it hurt like hell" I reply

"I can make it up to you" she smirks, I knew exactly what she meant by that

"Not tonight, I'm sorry, another night I promise" I reply sitting down on my bed

She looks at me shocked for a second but then she remembers I had just buried my dad "you don't have to apologise" she lays down next to me and opens her arms for me to lie down

Before I lie down with her, I remove her top because I preferred skin to skin contact, she kicks off her shoes and pulls the covers over me

"Baby-" she begins but I interrupt her

"Shush I'm relaxing" I smile, I look up and see her shocked reaction making me laugh "I love you"

"I love you wayyyy more" she smiles and gives me a quick kiss on the lips before I cuddle back into her chest

I fall asleep happiest I've felt in days in her arms

The next morning I was woken by Villanelle getting out of bed

"Stay" I whisper as she puts on her top

"I didn't want to wake you" she smiles walking over to me

"Please stay" she cups my cheeks

"Hmm-" she teases

"Just come here I want cuddles" I pull her on to me

She hugs me tightly round the waist and plants soft kisses on my neck

Suddenly I hear footsteps outside the door and push Villanelle on the floor, she looks at me with a confused expression

"Get under the bed" I whisper yell

She crawls under the bed just in time because Enzo comes bursting in

"You could knock" I say

"You could get up" he jokes "Breakfast is ready"
He walks out

I see Villanelle crawl back out from under the bed

"I think I should go" she say putting her shoes on

"No stay" I pull her in towards me, my face inches from hers

She closes the gap between us and kisses me, her hand cupping my face and mine running up her back

Again bad writing I'm so sorry