Sorry baby

Part 18

We arrive home later with a takeaway, although I missed her she talked less and less the more jobs she did and things weren't like they were which hurt my heart, I hated it

"I forgot to thank you for getting the necklace for me" I say

"It's ok I understand, danger" she smiles before going back to her normal face

"Are you sure you're ok?" I ask rubbing her arm

"Yeah I'm fine" she reply's, I knew she definitely wasn't fine, work was really shaking her up at the moment, she takes a long break before saying "I've killed a lot of people Sienna"

"I know, so have I" I reassure her, I see her smile

"Can you cuddle me?" She asks adorably

"You don't have to ask me baby" I smile

I lead her over to the sofa, we were currently binging vampire diary's, I lay down and signal for her to lay down aswell, she flops on top of me and hugs me tightly

"You don't even understand how much I've missed you" she whispers

"I've missed you more" I the hair from her face

"But..."

"But what?" I ask a bit worried

"I have to leave again tomorrow" she sighs

"What!" I gasp "no, I just got you back baby" I say as my heart drops

"I tried to get out of it I'm sorry" she kisses my cheek

"It's ok" I strop

"Don't be mad" she whispers

"I'm not mad I'm just sad cuz I don't want you to leave me again"

"I don't have a choice baby" she pulls herself closer to me

Later on we went to bed and she cuddles up to me so close it was like every part of her skin needed to be in contact with mine. She fell asleep quickly but I couldn't sleep every time she leaves it hurts but the short time we spent together wasn't enough, I wanted us to go back to the way we were before Konstantin came round, I worried if our relationship carried on like this long enough there won't be one left

The next morning I was woken by Villanelle dragging herself out of bed and getting ready for her job

"Villanelle!" I yell as she walks into the kitchen "baby" I say a bit quieter

"What, what do you want?" She comes back in stressed

"The other villanelle, the one that's nice" I say joke quietly

"I'm sorry baby, it's the stress of the job" she smiles walking over to me "I love you ok" she gives me a quick kiss on the lips

"I love you too" I smile faintly as she gets up and leaves the room again

I few minutes later she walks back in and says "bye baby I'm leaving I'll see you tomorrow"

"Wait!" I say quickly stumbling out of bed along with the duvet

"What's up?" She asks looking back at me as she opens the door

I give her a kiss on the lips soft, but passionate "I just wanted to say good luck and I'm gonna miss you"

She puts her hand under my chin and pulls me in for a longer kiss "you're so cute but you don't have to wish me luck I'll be fine"

"Well make sure you come back in one piece" I smile

"I willll" she replies "I love you"

"I love you too" I say back as she walks down the hallway to the elevator

I shut the door behind her and go back to bed for an hour before I get up for work

"Sleep much?" Matteo asks as I walk in the door to work

"Not really" I reply

"Villanelle?" He asks

"Mhm, she's literally working all the god damn time, like can we not have a day where we just spend it together... I know it's not her choice but I hate seeing her leave" I explain, I see the expression on his face change

"Don't worry Sienna life will get better, you and Villanelle love each other very much and nothing will get in the way of that" he smiles opening his arms to give me a hug

I hug him back

We talk a bit longer then I go to my office, when I open the door a see a tall, blonde handsome man sitting on my sofa

"Erm, excuse me?" I say firmly "this is my office"

"Sorry, forgive me, I'm Matt I'm you're new PA" I holds his hand out to be shook

"PA?" I ask "I didn't know about this"

"Yeah Matteo hired me, he said you were stressed and needed a bit of help answering calls and making you drinks and stuff" he replies

"Well I guess I have a PA now" I smile "I'm Sienna by the way" I shake his hand

"Nice to meet you" he smiles

A few hours later

"Sienna call for you from a Villanelle" Matt says handing me the phone

I smile then quickly give him a job to do so I can have some privacy talking to Villanelle

"Hey" I smile widely

"Heyyy baby" she reply's

"I miss you, how's work"

"I miss you more and I haven't done the kill yet but it's nice here"

We talk for a bit more and finally say our goodbyes as she had to go

Later on I go out for dinner with Matteo and his girlfriend, then finally returned back to my apartment

It always felt so empty when she wasn't there, my heart literally ached for her

I crawl into bed on Villanelles side and I prepare myself for another sleepless night, I bury my head in the pillow trying to fall asleep to her smell. But it wasn't working, I needed her here

It was about midnight but I decide to call Villanelle, there was no reply, I guess she's sleeping after a busy day on the job

Instead of staring at the ceiling all night I decide to watch a few movies until morning came, hopefully with Villanelle

Some drama coming soon guys