Fuck, I fell for my best friend - Luke Hemmings [ LRH ]

2. How it all started (2/2)

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We were sitting on the floor, my back against his chest, that wasn't really out of the ordinary, we usually cuddle, all of us. But his right hand was still on me, it had moved from my hip to my stomach. I don't know, that doesn't sound weird either, but there was something off. It's that vibe again. I couldn't figure out what that vibe was. All I knew is that something was off, I was extremely aware of his touch. 

After a few minutes of sitting there and chatting, and internally thinking about all that, I stood up. I was restless, unsettled. I leaned softly on the rail, admiring L.A's lights. 

"Are you finally gonna tell me bout this guy?" That again, I sighed.

"What do you want me to say?"

"I don't know, it's just weird. You're never this quiet when it comes to guys, usually no one can stop your talking, whether you like the guy or not" He chuckled. I sighed again and decided to be honest so we'd be done with the subject, finally.

"Ok, so I kinda lied to you before. He's hot, at sight" I chuckled. "We made out a couple of times, it just didn't do anything to me, it's as if he's planing the movements in his head, no heat, no excitement. You know what I mean? It was like a big meh" I shrugged.

"Huh, maybe he was just nervous. You know you can be intimidating sometimes. Besides, everyone gets nervous when they've just started seeing someone."

"Yeah I thought about that, but it wasn't just the first time. And also, I think that if you really want someone, not just being horny generally but really craving for a person specifically, nervousness doesn't manifest like that. Maybe you wouldn't know what to say, or how to start, but once ir starts and you are kissing... it could never feel like that, like if you were following predetermined steps or something. It should feel passionate, like you can't get enough of that person" He was looking at me, his eyes fixated on mine. It made me feel restless again. I tried to break the tension and looked away. "I don't know, I guess I'm saying it's been boring. Hence why I didn't wanna talk about it" He stared at me for a few seconds, he was standing next to me. I was leaning with my back against the rail and he was facing the rail. He coughed a little.

"I know what you mean, I get it, there was no chemistry"

"Yeah, something like that" Then he asked me if I was cold, which I was and he was too. so we hugged. He's like super tall, so my head is at his chest's height at best. His arms around me, over the shoulders, my arms around his waist.

"So... in other words, it'd be safe to say that I'm hotter" I looked up at him and he laughed at me cause I rolled my eyes. 

"No, it's not safe to say that, I still don't have any point of comparison, babe." I said that last word in a mocking tone, he'd been bugging about that the whole night. But he didn't laugh, or smiled or chuckled. He kept his eyes on mine, I kept mine on his. We stayed like that for what felt like minutes. Then his eyes wandered through my face to land on my mouth, he let out a soft sound, I couldn't say what it was, maybe a mix of a sigh and a groan, but it was so soft that I wouldn't have been able to here it if I hadn't been so close to him.

I could tell you I was confused about what was happening, but I wasn't, not a the moment. The confusion did come later, but right then I was only aware of his eyes on me, and his slightly tighter grip on my back. One of his hands travelled to my waist, my hands were still on his waist but not wrapped around it, now they were on the sides. I sighed. With his left hand still on my waist he moved the left one to my face, moved my hair out of the way and then his hand moved towards my mouth. I could never put in words what I felt in that moment. His thumb inches away from my lips, like he couldn't bring himself to actually touch them. THAT, that's what I didn't feel with that guy, I was craving now. I needed Luke's thumb on my lips. My right hand went from his side to his arm. He looked back at my eyes while biting his bottom lip softly. I licked mine and at the same time I softly squeezed his arm.