Fuck, I fell for my best friend - Luke Hemmings [ LRH ]

11. In different places

Hey! I wanna give a shout out to 5SOSQuarantea   

She was super supportive when I started this fanfic. She's writing one about Ashton Irwin, which is called Ghost of you, and it's really good. She also has one about Calum Hood that is completed, it's called Broken Home, and I loved it♥

Now with the chapter!

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November 2016

Luke

We had decided to spend one more week with our families once B and Kay Kay left, but it was finally time to go back home. 

Still, I needed to talk to my mom before leaving, and I just had a couple more hours until the flight. I walked down and up the stairs like three or four times, I was freaking out. Talking to her about it was like making it real, actually accepting it was happening, acknowledging it. Also, I didn't know what she could possibly think about it.

But I had to, I needed to, so I walked down the stairs one last time.

"Hey mom" I said loudly, looking for her.

"Here hon" Her voice coming from the garden, she was working on her plants.

"Hey" I swallowed. "Mom, I need to talk to you" 

She looked at me with a worry on her face. "What is it?"

I didn't know how to start, or exactly what I should say. "Well... it's about B. Things are, um.. weird.. between us" She was frowning now.

"Is she ok?"

"Yes, she's fine, it's just..."

"Oh god, you scared me" She hit my shoulder lightly. "You were saying there is something going on between you two, and?"

"I didn't exactly said there was something going on bet..." She interrupted me, again.

"Oh please, I'm not blind, Luke" My shocked face made her chuckle. "I didn't say anything because I didn't want to be nosy, but I was dying to talk to you about it, honestly" She was serious now, I didn't know how to go on.

"So? What is exactly going on?"

"That's what I wanted to talk about, I'm not sure. And.. you know her, she's avoiding talking about it, and I don't know what to do"

"Well... how do you feel?" She looked at me expectantly, I sighed.

"I don't know" She rolled her eyes but I pretended I didn't notice. "I know I like it, I like how it feels when I kiss her, but I'm not sure what it means, what if that's all that it is?"

"Ok honey, look. This is not a random girl we're talking about, is not someone you just met, yes?" I nodded. "You know what she's... you know everything, you know her... and so I think you should figure out how you feel, and then talk to her. You can't keep pushing it under the carpet, because if you do have feelings for her, it's not going to be an easy situation, you know that, right?"