Barely There

Chapter 21 - My Modern Lover

5 June 2014

6:32 pm

Are you at the party?

Leda

Be careful ok?

7:45 pm

Hey, I love you

Please don't do anything stupid

9:30 pm

ANSWER ME

I need to know you're okay

6 June 2014

1:35 am

I'm sitting outside your hospital room right now

You don't remember me anymore

I don't know why I'm still texting this number

7:21 am

She looks just like you

I don't know how i'm going to take care of her alone

I'm scared

7:30 am

I love you

10:21 pm

They couldn't save him

Fuck

I'm so sorry

7 June 2014

2:38 pm

I named her Clementine

16 June 2014

8:25 am

We're holding a funeral for him today

Your parents didn't even show up 

8:30 am 

I can't stop crying 

23 July 2014

3:00 am

She won't stop crying

She won't go to sleep

What do I do?

When are you coming back?

30 July 2014

5:03 pm

I moved in with my mom

Clementine babbles a lot

I don't think you will ever see these but it's my way of staying sane

I guess I'm just convincing myself that you're still there

Listening

19 September 2014

1:17 pm

This past month has been tough

I don't know what I'm doing

You would know what to say

Please say something.

23 September 2014

12:43 pm

Today was the day I first met you, our meet-anniversary.

I always hated it when you would call it that