Red Wings (Hawks/Dabi x reader) 18+

The childhood trauma.

The next morning I woke up to the sweet smell of cooking coming from my kitchen, a place i'm never at because i'm always so busy with work. I saw Keigo's shirt on my floor and put it on myself as I walked out to greet him. "Good morning sunshine, I was going to give you a breakfast in bed but you are already up" he stopped mid sentence looking at me up and down realizing that I was wearing his shirt and started to blush "how do you look good as soon as you wake up?" He kissed my cheek, normally I wouldn't be able to stand the sight of Keigo but after last night he became my peace. "Thank you Keigo it smells delicious" I took a bite out of the toast "so baby bird I have a lot plan for us today" I think he could feel how stressed out i've been for the past couple of days "what did a stupid bird like you plan out for the day" a part of me still couldn't believe that I was so in love with him that they had to erase my memories of him "ouch you just broke my heart" he placed his hand over his heart pretending like I shot him "Keigo I hope you know just because we hooked up doesn't mean that I feel the same way I did when I first met you" I know what I said was harsh but I didn't want to rush into a relationship with him if I didn't feel connected with him on the level. Keigo got up and kneeled beside me, he grabbed my hand and kissed it "well I made you fall in love with me once, it cant be hard to do it again right?" He had so much love in his eyes, like it was blinding him. "Go get dressed princess" I tried to grab our plates so clean them but he stopped me. I took a shower and started thinking about what he could possibly have planned, I never really thought that Keigo was the romantic type since i've never seen him dated anyone before. I got out the shower and started to do my makeup, I did a similar look with the night I met Dabi but with softer eyeshadow. I picked out this cute nude tight fitted dress with my favourite pair of heels. As soon as I stepped foot out of my bedroom I locked eyes with him, he was wearing a white button up shirt and brown dress pants. Keigo looked so good I could help but stare at him that warm feeling came over my body "wow baby bird you look beautiful" he managed to speak after picking his jaw off the floor "you clean up pretty nice" I tried not to blush at the sight of him, I didn't want to give him that attention "don't hide that pretty face baby" he cupped my face in his hands and kissed me softly "we gotta go they are waiting for us" his hand left my face and he slowly went down my arm to grab my hand. "Who's they?" He didn't say anything he just smiled and we went downstairs to a black SUV "are you kidnapping me Keigo?" He chuckled but it was a serious question "no you'll see". I hated surprises, growing up my parents would always promise me surprises for my birthday but then they would end up arguing the day of. It's hard to remember my childhood without all the hatred that comes with it. My mom was a housewife and my father was a lawyer, you'd think having my mom be at home we'd spend a lot of time together I'd love her and care for her. But it was the opposite, she was bi-polar. One minute she'd be hugging and kissing me telling me how much she loves me and then the next she be beating me because I ruined her life by having me. My parents met when she was one of Japan's top models, my father was just some fling that she had here and there. She was having an affair with her boyfriend at the time with my father but one day she got pregnant with me and she had to runaway with my dad knowing that her boyfriend wasn't the father of the baby. She quit her job and started to live a boring life with my dad, she hated every minute of it sometimes I truly believe she hated me from before I came out of the womb. My father wasn't any better, because of their constant fights he went a little crazy and started to beat her. One day he took it too far and scarred her face, the one thing she loved more than anything else was her face. My mother was a beautiful women, she had long black hair and amazing bone structure. A couple of nights after that happened she killed herself and my father, leaving me alone with their dead bodies with no one being there to see it. Thats when my quirk first showed up, being around their blood triggered me and as I cried seeing them dead the blood on the floor started to raise and my eyes went blood shot red as I screamed in pain and agony. Thats when the HPSC took me in, they were so baffled at my quirk since I was the first person to ever have a blood bending quirk. They trained me how to kill, to show no emotions and to just be the best killer the world has ever seen. Majority of my life i've known Keigo since he was in the same program as me but every time I think back on him all I could feel was hate and misery. But now it's starting to change.