"Before the apocalypse" (Alicia Clark/You)

Chapter 3

Y/N's pov

WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING Y/N?!!! STOP! LEAVE HER ALONE!! STOP STARING AT HER LIPS AS IF YOU WANT TO KISS THEM!! WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU?!!

"Yes, I'm really sure. I would never be with you" She said pushing me away from her really hard.

Damn! I don't remember her with such a strength.

"Will you take me to the wedding party? Or do I have to call an uber?" She said, looking very pissed. I really messed up, didn't I?

"Your mom would never forgive me if I left you here. Get in"

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The ride was pretty silent, and Alicia looked very mad. She looked really cute too.

NO! STOP! WHAT ARE YOU SAYING?!!

"Could you do me a favour?" She asked with that innocent tone in her voice.

"That depends. If you're gonna ask me to not flirt with your friends, then the answer is no, I won't make that favour for you"

"Nevermind then" Woah, woah, woah, okay that was said with such a bitchie tone. And I won't accept that, not in my car Clark.

"Do you have a problem with me doing that? I mean, it's not like if you should care. You said it yourself, they are your friends only. Unless you have a crush on one of them. Oh wait no, you're in love with one of them. Better yet, you're cheating on Matt with one of them. Wait! Let me guess, you guys do threesomes. Wow, you know they are actually really amazing. I'm surprised yo-"

"Would you shut up?! First of all, I would never cheat on Matt. Second, no I don't like any of them; you said it, I said it, they are just my friends. And third and most important, I'm not like you, okay? So stop comparing me with someone who..."

"What? Finish that sentence Alicia. I'm what?"

"Nothing, nevermind it's not worth to say it"

"Say it. I wanna hear what you think about me. Come on, spit it out. I'm what? COME ON ALICIA SAY IT, DON'T ACT LIKE A COWARD NOW-"

"TO SOMEONE WHO DOESN'T HAVE ANY FEELINGS OKAY?! You should be happy that your parents are not here to see the horrible person you have become! Cause I'm pretty sure they would be really ashamed of you! They're lucky they didn't have to live with someone like you!" Please tell me she did not just say that, please tell me I imagined her saying all this.

"Oh my god, Y/N I'm really sorry, I-"

"You know, one thing is you telling me stuff that I know are true about me. But bringing my parents to this, was really not necessary" I tried my best to hold my tears, I can't show my weak side, and much less to her. "We're here, and don't worry, I won't talk to any of your friends or you tonight. You really brought my mood down"

"Y/N, please just liste-" I didn't even let her finish, since I got out of the car and went straight to take the stairs. I knew she would take the elevator, and I really don't feel like having her close right now.

Was it really necessary to say that, Alicia?

Alicia's pov

I woke up noticing the sun was barely out.

5:13 am

I should be sleeping right now, the party ended like, what? 2 hours ago? I think. I just couldn't stop thinking about what I did, I really hurt Y/N. I took out a very hard topic for her and used it to fight her. Yeah it's official, I hate myself.

My friends and I had an amazing night, and every time I looked at her she was there talking with Nick and laughing, but I knew she wasn't having fun. And it made me feel really bad because I knew it was my fault she felt like that. She just went to pick me up to my house since Matt never showed up.

Speaking of him, he's still not answering my calls or texts, I don't know if he is alright or not. 

Yesterday Y/N was really flirty with me, something that has never happened before. She was ging to kiss me, wasn't she? No, she was probably just playing with me as she loves to do with every girl. But I'm not any girl, so screw her.

No, stop it Alicia you have to say sorry to her. Or maybe not, I mean she started it, so she's the one supposed to say sorry. But then again, I brought up a very delicate topic.

Ugh! Stop thinking about Y/N and get some sleep! 

Yeah, I really need to sleep. She'll come today in the afternoon, so I'll try to talk to her there.

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"You finally decided to come downstairs! Good afternoon honey"

"Sorry mom, I was just really tired. Need any help here?"

"Well, you could set the table. It's already 2:00 pm, and Y/N told me she'd be here at 3, so yes do that. Thank you" 

I did as she told me to, and at the same time I was thinking of how would I get her to forgive me. I really did mess up.

Let me tell you everything first.

Her parents died on a car accident when she was nine. I remember she would come to my house everyday, and even stay here sometimes. My mom treated her as if she was her daughter, and she loved my mom a lot too. She became really close to my family because she was Nick's friend in school, and when her parents thing happened he told my mom and dad that she was really hurt and he wanted to help her. So my parents started inviting her everyday to our home. She became even closer with my brother. And when my father died, she was there with him at any time, just helping him get over it because she knew what it felt like. She helped me too, but as you probably already know by now, we don't really have a good relationship. We've never had.

It all began when she turned 15. She started acting like the person she is today, and that same year she created her so called 'manual'. I really hate when she talks about it. As I was saying, she started breaking every girl's heart and she didn't really seem to care. I didn't care, until she slept with one of my bestfriends and then just told her her 'rules'. If I hated her already, you can imagine how I was when I found out.  I confronted her and we had a big discussion. We started having them pretty much every time she came. Like a year later, she started flirting with me as you saw she did yesterday. She said pretty much the same thinigs all the time, and I never fell for it, I knew she just did it to make fun of me.

I never really cared about what I told her when we fought. That was until yesterdat though. God, I really need to make things right with her this time. I crossed a line that I shouldn't have.

And don't think I'm doing this for her, it's actually for me. I'm doing it because I don't want to feel guilty anymore, and I know that after it happens we'll be back to the same way it has been for years. Her flirting, then her telling me she'd never be with me, then me telling her the same, her flirting again, me getting mad, her getting mad and an argument. It's like that all the time and I don't expect it to change.

"Hey mom, where's Travis?"

"Upstairs with Nick, they were watching something about a documentary, I don't know"

'ding dong'

"Could you open Alicia? It's probably Y/N"

"Okay"

Here we go...

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A/N: Now you know what happened to Y/N's parents and why she became what she is today. You also know why she is so close with the Clark's, except for Alicia of course.