So Darling Close Your Eyes {Fuenciado Fanfiction}

8 ~ Darling You'll Be Okay

Vic quickly pulled his arm back to his side, and tried to pull me in for a kiss. I fought the strong force of him pulling me in.

"Jaiiimeee, please," he said practically begging.

"As much as I want to.. no," I sighed. I went to grab for his arm again and he pulled his arm away before I could grab it. "Vic come on..."

Vic gave me his arm and I held it, pushing the sleve up. I examined his arm closely. There were only about four new cuts, and a few scars from a while ago, nothing too noticiable.

"Vic.. why didn't you tell me?" I said looking back up at him.

"Because.. I didn't want to be a failure," he mumbled, pulling his arm back to his side.

"What do you mean?"

"Well about two years ago when you found out for the first time, I made a promise. I said I wouldn't cut myself ever again, for you, because you were my best friend and I didn't want to let you down. I kept that promise for two whole years, up until about a week ago. I didn't want to tell you because I didn't want you to be dissapointed," Vic said, trying to hold back his tears.

I was silent, trying to intake the information. I breathed.

"Hime," he said, worried as why to I wasn't responding, "Are you mad?"

I pulled him into a long hug. I rubbed his back as his warm breath made it's way down my neck and trickled down my spine. "I love you Vic, I'd never be mad at you. I'm not happy, but I don't hate you, for sure. I just want you to be okay." I pulled away from the hug. "At least it was only four cuts, right?"

"I mean..."

"What?"

Vic lifted up his sweatshirt and there were a few more cuts, not too many though. He pulled it down when he saw my expression spread across my face. "..I'm so sorry."

"Vic, I said it's fine. Just pinky promise for sure you won't do it again."

Vic stared off into the distance, doing his little thinking face. "One second." He went out of the bathroom and came back a few minutes later, he opened up a small box full of things that he could of possibly used on himself. He closed the box after I saw what was inside and threw it into the trash. He lifted up his hand with his pinky up. "Promise," he smiled at me. We pinky promised.

"So, ready to face Mike and Tony?" I asked him, making he was for sure ready to deal with this. He nodded slightly.

Vic and I walked into the kitchen where Mike and Tony were.

"I hope you don't mind, I told Tony," Mike said. Damn it Mike.

"Don't worry, I'm completely cool with it!" Tony smiled at us. "Whatever makes you guys happy. Just promise not to break up the band."

I looked at Vic who was clearly happy. I loved seeing his perfectly white teeth smile, I just loved seeing him happy.

I ran and scooped up Vic from the ground running to the bunks. Vic began screaming like a little girl, we all couldn't help but laugh. I was screaming "I told you so!" as I set him on the bunk. I crawled on top of him, stradling my legs on each side, not trying to crush him. He was pinned down and tried to move, but he couldn't. I took my hand and started tickling him. Vic giggled uncontrollably, doing his little nose scrunch thing as he laughed.

"Stooop! Jaaaaaaaaaime!" he screamed. I couldn't risk him to stop laughing, but he was laughing so hard he might have a heart attack. "Jaime paradaaaa!" he began to scream in spanish. I was laughing so hard.

"Fine, endeble," I laughed.

"Oh I'm the wimp?" He said, trying to sit up. I pinned him back down, looking into his rich chocolate-like eyes. I rolled his sleeve back up, kissing each scar on his arm, making a "mwah!" noise on each one. He winced, but smiled. "I love you," I smiled.

"I love you too Hime," he smiled back.

I rolled down to his side, and he turned to me, so we were both laying down facing each other. My hands went through his tangly, brown hair.

"We have one problem," I said.

"Hmm?" Vic said, closing his eyes and putting his head near my chest.

"Caroline," I replied.

"Ugh," he groaned, tired from all the drama today, "We'll worry about it tomorrow. The only thing we can worry about right now is cuddling."

"Okay, te amo." I smiled down.

"Te am-" he drifted off to sleep.

A/N: What do you guys think of this chapter? I loved this chapter personally myself~