The Test (August Alsina)

el placer es mio

" And one day this bullshit will be over"

August drops the big manilla envelope in the mailbox and drives off.

August

I am an Honest man and a man of Honesty. I love Mia. I never thought that I would love anyone. My mama told me that love has no time limit and when it strikes, it strikes. I'm glad that she is opening up to me and we're learning more and more about eachother. but I can't afford to lose her. I know it's been a short period time but my feelings are strong. I can trust her and it's strange because I don't trust anybody else. Shorty got me open. I know she hurt and they say that hurt people hurt people. I'm not afraid I don't feel that she is going to hurt me. She's damaged and delicate and she can't find out about what I am about to tell y'all. It's fucked up but I thought I was done with this life. However it came up and caught up with me. I'm paying off my brother's debt to the streets. yeah I know. but I am my brother's keeper. I hope this is over soon because I'm past this I have a new life , I have created a brand for myself, and I have a new hustle. I can't be bringing Mia into this. I have to show her the better side of life and that the grass is greener, hopefully with me. Unfortunately, I know that it's not over and there aren't too options on how to get out of this mess. I've made this bed and now I have to lie in it . I was heading back to the house because i needed to release some stress and unwind ;however, I know I need to be careful around Mia because i know she can read through my emotions.

As I opened up the door , Mia came running to me.

She wrapped her arms around me and held me tight. She layed her head on my chest and I bowed my head a little bit as my nose and the scent of her freshly washed hair met. I pushed her up against the wall and hugged her tighter. I needed her. She needed me. We needed eachother. It's beautiful how the simple things could warm the soul and have such a big impact. I didn't know if something was wrong and I didn't want to ask. This simple hug overcame us both. We had eachother and nothing could change that. Nothing. I loved her , I'm in love with her and eventhough her mouth never uttered those words her eyes said it all. She took my hat off and put it on her head. just sexxii

phone rings ....

I ignore it

then it kept ringing

Mia; I think you should answer that

all I could do was look at her

Mia: it might be important

I screened the call . It was a call I've been trying to avoid...

Mia must have known that  I was about to leave she reached out for my hand and held it tight. She looked into my eyes and told me she will see me when I get back. This girl is such a mystery , and she had some kind of power over me. I kissed her sweet lips then kissed her forehead and went back into the world to deal with the same old bullshit.

the meeting didn't last long. Probably because it didn't take them long to piss me off. I'm dealing with some greedy muthafuckas but I know they don't play no games. I only have two more drops left before I am done paying off his debt. They are trying to lure me back to the streets. I can't do that, what about Mia? what about my mama? I can't do that to them. the streets are a one way street. when you live in the streets you die in the streets.

I rushed back to the house because I needed to burn one , or two, or a few.

And take a shower because I needed to cool off.

I got there and noticed that Mia wasn't there. Which was cool because she doesn't like when I smoke . After the second one I hit the shower. I just let the water hit me . Let it beat it self against my body. After rinsing the soap off me for the second time I found myself backing up and I felt another body. I thought some crazy fan had got in and snuck behind me for a split second. But I knew that touch. Nobody touched me like her. I felt her nipples on my back and got turned on even more. I decided not to turn around just yet. I wasn't ready to receive her all of her, raw and uncut. I wasn't ready to take her renewed innocence. She was a precious gentle soul that was tender when touched. She then planted kisses on my tattoos, putting my fingers in her mouth. Getting herself in deeper trouble. I turned around facing her revealing to me that she wasn't completely naked. She was in a black lace bra with a matching g string. I wasn't sure if this was Mia or her dark twin. This Mia that was in front of me wasn't the shy girl I met a few months ago. I was confused as to why she was standing in front of me but more turned on by how beautiful she was including her scars  inside and out.

I pushed her up against the shower walls and rougly kissed her as I unhooked her bra. I roughly kissed her all over her body and then made her face the wall as I explored her from the back ,I made her place her hands above her head to the side of her as I placed mine over top of them. I Sucked, bit, and blew in her earlobe and told her how naughty she was. I moved down to her neck and marked my territory. I had her lean back as I kissed her and sucked on her bottom lip. She bit mine and pushed her ass out on to him. I stepped back because I wasn't ready for her to meet him . She continued to tease me as she started slow grinding and rotating her hips to some song that was only playing her head. Shawty had moves .... I stuck my head into the water and let it rain on my head until I took charge and let her know who ran this shit. And a nigga haven' t gotten his tip wet in a good min. But this was different she was different. I didn't plan on making love to her this way well not the first time. But she knew what she wanted and how she wanted it. I'm not going to deny my baby her rights. I pulled her close to me put my fingers in between the scraps before I ripped them off. She wasn't going to wear them for any other nigga.

I picked her up , w hand. I stepped out the shower and laid her body down on the bed so I could love her body the right way . From the sole to behind the knee to her belly button , beautiful breasts back to those soft lips.I wrapped her legs around my waist and then that's when our eyes met. It looks as if she had been crying but she quickly started kissing me to force my mind to focus on the task at I checked between her thighs to see if she was ready for me . I had the munchies so I tasted her sweet self before I entered. I entered her slowly. I made love to her delicately making her feel like a virgin again. letting her know that she was mine and I was hers. As we climaxed her orgasm was beautiful. We layed there with our bodies intertwined. I wished this moment would last a little longer but I knew that it wouldn't . Before I knew it, I was up , getting dressed and answering the calls from the block.