Diary (Draco X Tom X Reader| love triangle)

~nine~

He rolled to the side of my body, panting hotly. Suddenly, the door opened. Alohomora. Of course...

I looked up and saw Daphne. She covered her eyes, leaning down and throwing our clothes towards us. I quickly got changed. Once Draco was fully clothed, he ran out to Merlin-knows-where. 

"Soo, you and Draco..." Daphne said, shifting on her feet uncomfortably.

I ignored her comment and decided to shower. I got up and walked towards the bathroom, my legs sore and tired. Why did we do it there out of all places? Maybe Draco's dorm would have been better. Not like there would be a next time. But... I suppose I did like him. And those times he came to our manor I suppose I did get a bit flirty with him.

I turned the shower to hot.  It scolded my skin, but I didn't really care. Shivers ran down my spine slowly. I sighed quietly, and grabbed the mint shampoo. I rubbed it into the top of my head, massaging my scalp. I grabbed the green mint conditioner and rubbed it onto the ends of my blue hair. 

My hair was soft and thin, and I could easily style it. I rinsed my hair out, and reached for the razor. I shaved myself, then grabbed the mint shower gel. Mint. Why mint? Draco smells like mint. I could smell it before...

Grabbing the sponge, I squirted the mint body wash onto it. Gently rubbing it into my skin, the soft material created goose-bumps on my skin. The warm water washed the wash off quickly, and I walked out onto the bath mat. The glass was steamed up, but at least we didn't have a boring old shower curtain. We had a large walk-in shower. 

I dried myself off and put on my hoodie and some jeans. I used my wand and casted a quick-hair-drying spell. Saves time I guess. I decided I needed to find Draco to see if this was just a mistake, or one-time thing or whatever.

I walked out and smiled awkwardly at Daphne. I left the dorm and went down to the Great Hall. Unsurprisingly, Draco was back with Blaise acting normal as ever. I walked over and Blaise looked up.

"Hi," he greeted.

I smiled back in response. 

"SHIT! I'm late for Slughorn's meeting. Gotta go, see you guys later!" Blaise panicked. 

I nodded and turned to Draco. After checking Blaise was definitely gone, I motioned Draco to follow me out of the hall. I walked out and his footsteps trailed behind me. When I was sure nobody was there, I turned to face him.

"Was that just a one-time thing, or mistake or something, or..." I muttered.

"I like you, like really do. I know sleeping with you wasn't the most meaningful thing, but I do like you. And maybe... maybe I want it to be more than just sleeping together as a one-time-thing. It wasn't a bloody mistake. So... will you b-be my girlfriend?" he whispered back. 

I fought back a large grin. "Yes..." I replied.

He smiled, then an unpleasant grin formed on his face, "P-Piper... I want us to have an honest relationship, okay?" he pleaded. 

"Of course!" I grinned back. 

He placed a kiss on my head, before walking back down to the hall. Probably to go to Goyle, or something like that. I stood there, happy yet worried at the same time. Why wouldn't our relationship be honest. I mean, he has changed a bit since when he visited in the Summer, maybe he was hiding something from me. But I'm sure it was not important.

Wait, why am I moving so fast? I just got out of a relationship. A toxic, unhealthy relationship. No, I'm not moving too fast. Kane needs to know I'm not a baby, and I move fast. He needs to know I can move on.

Because I can. And I wasn't a baby. Maybe his marks will stay, but I'm sure I'll heal emotionally over time.

A/N: I'm so sorry for the smut, I'm a virgin (except my dr 😏😏) but I can't describe very good :(((