Diary (Draco X Tom X Reader| love triangle)

~nineteen~

in case anyone skipped last part:

-Piper found a diary how someone loves her but they can't feel love and so and so (IK Tom's diary has initials on but we gon- we gonna forget about that)

-Piper took pills off Pansy nd took them

-Basically gave up, slit her wrists (Piper)

-Draco like literally was a bastard to her and is with Pansy now

Yeah I guess that's the main events...

-Nineteen-

I woke up through the night, and realised it was way past curfew. I put on my soft slippers and walked down to the common room. Tom was sat there, staring emptily into the dancing, amber fire. It was strange seeing such a vibrant fire in this dark, dull room.

He didn't look up when I came down, so I sat on the couch across from his. That got his attention.

"You left your diary in the common room... and I read those pages. Do you really love me, baby?" I laughed.

He immediately clenched his jaw shut and I rolled my eyes, ignoring his attempt to be somewhat intimidating. The silence that filled the air was uncomfortable and it felt as though even the crackling fire wasn't making a noise. Tom began fiddling with the rings on his fingers. I stared at them. I never really realised he had rings on.

He got up and walked forward, so that he was towering above my small body. He slowly leaned down and began kissing me. I kissed back slowly, our mouths moving in sync. His tongue slid into my mouth and he deepened the kiss. He grabbed my small body and sat on the couch, sitting me on his lap.

I wrapped my arms around his neck as his wrapped around my waist, snaking around my body slowly. He pulled away and kissed my neck, his tongue circling on my skin. I pressed my lips together so no moans would leave my lips. His mouth slowly trailed up my neck and back up to my lips.

He started kissing me passionately, biting my lip loosely. I moaned into his mouth quietly, and he smirked as he pulled away.

"Me? Love you... I don't feel love," he said coldly as he walked back over to where he was sat before, "I can't feel it, either. No passion, no love, no craving for you, I just don't feel it. Emotions make people weak."

The last part shocked me. He was sounding a bit like how Kane sounded. Except he said emotions, not crying. I immediately felt a tear roll down my cheek and he rolled his eyes and laughed as he stared at me. "Fuck you." I muttered, wiping the tears away and going up to my dorm.

He stood up and stormed towards me. "What did you say to me?" he said, dangerously coldly. He shoved me against the wall and wrapped his hand around my throat. He grabbed my arm and pulled me up the boys dorm stairway with powerful force.

~ok there is going to be smut and it's probably gonna be bad because I'm so bad at writing that typa shit but let's hope it's ok~

He threw me down onto the bed as he took off my robe angrily. I clench my thighs together and he notices. "Awhh, someone's getting nervous?" he rolls his eyes. I pull him forward and begin kissing him roughly.