Diary (Draco X Tom X Reader| love triangle)

~twenty-three~

I woke up the next morning, tiredness swelling my body. The dorm was lonely, and I got ready quickly. I walked down to breakfast, empty and alone. I bumped into someone, and fell backwards onto the floor. I looked up, and recognised it as the Gryffindor, Seamus. He helped me up, and I stood awkwardly. "You're cute. Hogsmeade?" he said, staring at me in awe.

-Time skip-

Me and Seamus had been dating for 3 months, and by now, we were arguing every fortnight. I hated that we argued. I just wanted to cuddle with him, kiss him, be safe with him. But I knew that being a death-eater made it difficult. And I knew I was hurting him. He stood in front of me, pissed off. I stared at him, the familiar pain panging my heart.

He was shouting about how this wasn't a healthy relationship, and I said something I definitely didn't mean, "Yeah well maybe just fucking end this. I don't need or want you! I regret everything. That day in the hallway that one time, it shouldn't have gone further than fucking saying sorry and walking off! We're over!" I yelled. My face softened when I realized what I just said, and he scoffed.

"Fine. It's fucking over," he barked.

I grabbed his arm, but he didn't face me. "Wait, no no, I didn't mean that I'm sor-" I blabbed.

"No, you did mean it. And it's fine. It was getting too toxic for me to handle," he snapped, whipping his arm from my grasp and walking back down into the Great Hall. I sat down onto the bench, tears clouding my eyes. They dropped, and rolled quickly. More and more flooded down, and I curled my knees to my chest. 

Footsteps came from the direction of the Great Hall, and I looked up, hoping to see Seamus. Instead, I saw Draco. At that moment, I didn't even care. I ran forward and threw myself into his arms, dampening his robes. He wrapped his arms around my back, and I sobbed into his black suit. He pulled away, and stared deep into my eyes. His grey, silver eyes bore into mine. Before I knew it, his lips were on mine and we were sharing a passionate kiss. I thought about everything, and how I just broke up with Seamus. But, in that moment, I couldn't care. I craved for more of him, and I've only just realized it. I wrapped my arms around his torso, and his snaked around my waist.

He pulled away, and rested his forehead on mine. "I'm sorry. But I thought you and Seamus broke up I mean he was in the Great Hall kissing Lav-" he blurted frantically, but I cut him off.

"No, we did. It's fine. It was toxic. I couldn't give him everything he needed and wanted," I sighed, feeling Draco locking his hand in mine.

I held his hand, but let go. "I need to get some sleep, goodnight, Draco," I said, walking down to my dorm.

(Y'all sorry it's so short, I have like 3 more stories to add a chapter 2 so BYE)