22 - R E G R E T

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"do you want me to get off of you?"






The next day I arrived to potions class like usual and sat next to Tom. He didn't move nor look at me. Really?

Halfway through class, nothing. Not a single word, though I didn't really know what I wanted him to say. We did a small test about potions then class ended, I followed Tom on the way out. He was walking through an empty hallway trying to get to his next class, I caught up.

"Seriously?" I yelled. He turned around, revealing his icy blueish green eyes piercing through me. "yes?" He questioned.

"are you really going to do that?"

"do what?" Riddle questioned again.

" do- so you're not going to talk about what happened yesterday?? And an explanation?" I hissed at him.

" there is nothing to talk about y/n." He started walking away. "dont- don't walk away!" I kept shouting at him. He didn't listen. He walked away like he constantly does.

What really happened did that day? Why did he do that in the bathroom? I sighed. I hated myself allowing Tom to do those things to me yesterday. It was disgusting. But I also hated him for ignoring what happened, he couldn't just do that. Pure rage boiled inside of me.

I won't ever let him get to me like that every again.



I didn't want to talk about this to anyone.

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I was in the Gryffindor common room. No one else was inside because there was a party going on somewhere in the school. I definitely wasn't going.

I was sitting on my bed and reading. I went to brush my teeth since it was getting dark. When I entered the bathroom I jumped, I accidentally knocked over a flower vase. My head groaned in frustration and I slowly picked the small pieces up, putting them to the side.

I was finished brushing but suddenly heard someone swing the door open.

"what did you get scared of this time?" His familiar voice said, Tom.

The thought of me knocking over the vase and getting frightened shot into my mind. I slapped my hand onto my forehead and sighed. "I knocked something over, that's all. how did you come inside here?"

"Someone from Gryffindor was heading out so I went in." He rolled his eyes and was about to leave but I ran towards the door and locked it, our faces inches apart. "you aren't going anywhere." I command "you have a lot of explaining to do."

"no I don't, now would you excuse me i'd like to leave." He said trying to move  me away, I pushed him and he landed, sitting on my bed. "stay there. you're explaining and I won't let you out without answers."

He sighed. "what?"

"what?? Tell me why you led me into the bathroom yesterday and did that." I huffed.

"I was feeling it." He smirked.

no. not this shit.

"do you...fancy me?" I asked the most stupid question.

His eyes widen. "No. I certainly do not. I don't fancy anyone especially someone as annoying as you."

I felt a bit dumb, I don't have feelings for him whatsoever but my heart did sting at what he said. I changed the subject. "okay, what are you planning to do?"

"do?" Riddle questioned.

" Im not going to forget that paper about dark magic I found from you a while ago." I yelled.

He scoffed. "you're nosey aren't you." Tom stood up and went towards the door, I sped up to him.

"no. no you aren't leaving me full of these questions about you." I said, stopping him. Another scoff rolled out his mouth, he continued towards the door.

"stop! you can't just leave!" I shout after him, grabbing his arm.

With a sudden quick movement, he pinned me against the wall. "what makes you think i'd listen to you?" He hissed.

"get off of me. cant you just give me answers? that's all I want" I breathed.

"do you want me to get off of you?"

The room was silent




Yes.





no







He threw me onto my bed and began kissing me everywhere, he removed my clothes as I removed his.

I cant let him pity me anymore, I was pissed at him, I climbed on top of him.



I felt something poking me when I sat on his lap, Tom's eyes darted at me and smirked.

I kissed him with no remorse. His shirt was off and took his pants off too.

"are you sure?" He asked. I nodded.



"I'm in control though." Riddle flipped me over and pulled my underwear down.



He went really rough, now I can actually remember how it's like to have sex with him, it's overwhelming. but oddly the best sex I ever had in my life, he knew exactly how to pleasure someone, adding kings along with it.




Our sweaty body's press against each other, every time he went in. It felt so right, but wrong at the same time.














I woke up, my hair was extremely messy, Riddle wasn't there anymore but I was in my clothes. I had sex with him didn't I? This time was a bit different, I didn't feel as much regret. I tried getting up and almost tripped, my legs trembled.

fucking Riddle-

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