A Bestfriends Love Story (COMPLETE)

Chapter 34: Moon of Sorrow

"doc? hindi ka pa po ba uuwi? wala ka naman pong night shift" tanong sakin ni jade, wala naman talaga akong night shift gusto ko lang tapusin yung mga kailangan kong tapusing research

"hindi naman busy lang ingat kayo sa pag uwi" sabi ko sabay ngiti

tumango nalang sila saka sila nag lakad palabas ng opisina, I looked at the time at mag aalas-dos na nga ng umaga. I don't know why I don't have the nerve to go back home, I feel like may kulang parang may hindi ako nagagawa

I rotated my chair back so and stand up para mabuksan ko yung kurtina. nakita ko nanaman yung ganda ng view, para akong nasa san francisco, I took a deep breath bago ko ipikit yung mga mata ko, i know that im tired. I have a lot of problems pero ni isa wala akong sinabihan, im scared na baka mag sasabi ako ng problema sakanila pero hindi nila seseriosohin

"may night shift ka?" I was taken back when I heard someone kaya napatingin agad ako

"Lucas? di ka pa umuuwi?" I asked him too

"Im the first one asking, may night shift ka ba??" he asked again

"wala" maikling sabi ko sakanya bago ako tumingin ulit sa likod

"off duty ka na?" he asked again i took a deep breath before answering him

"y-yes" sabi ko saka yumuko

"why are you still not going home? uuwi na ako gusto mo bang sumabay?" he asked

"NO NEED" Napa takip agad ako sa bunganga ko nung napasigaw ako

"o-ok??" 

"i'll get going go home already ok? kapag nalaman kong hindi ka umuwi hindi kita lilibre ng lunch bukas" he warned me before he leaves, kala mo naman security gaurd  pabulong na sabi ko

I opened my drawer and saw my old stetoscope, eto yung binigay sakin ni dad nung fourth year ako. Naalala mo tuloy yung mga ala-ala namin nun hahahaha. I was getting bored kaya naisipan kong umuwi nalang. habang nag lalakad ako palabas ng building may napansin akong bata na naka upo sa labas ng kwarto kaya naisipan kong puntahan siya

"ms? why are you still here" I said pero hindi niya ako sinagot

"are you ok?" i asked but she did not still replied back

ilang segundo lang at nakarinig ako ng umiiyak sa likod ko kaya napatingin ako sa babae

"w-why are you crying may nasabi ba ako?" i asked worriedly pero umiling siya

"you can tell me whats wrong, i can be your friend" i said

I checked her name, room 203 patient:zydie klaire guevarra diagnose with Cyclothymia I looked at her and she was still crying, i pathed her back "j-just let it out... everything will be fine" i said 

Matapos niyang umiyak inalalayan ko na siya sa kwarto niya saka ko siya hiniga para maka tulog na siya. Bago ako umalis humingi ako ng copy ng information about her sa pedia niya, it's my first time to feel this way na parang I wanted to help her

Cyclothymia is a bipolar stage 3 disorder, as I checked in her age 18 palang siya i don't know where to ask about what happend to her, her pedia said minsan lang siya bisitahin ng parents niya dahil nasa business work lagi. It's hard to have that family, you grow up without having parents by you're side i felt her kahit naman ako sa idad niya kapag may medical misson sila mom and dad na kailangna attendan sa malayong lugar minsan lang kami mag bonding

i stoped the car when I remember something, bago kase ako umali kanina i asked her pedia buti nalang at may night shift siya

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